It just always gets worse and never gets better

I've written so many things in so many places I can barely remember anything

I never once wanted fame or fortune. All I ever wanted was freedom, just to be by myself doing whatever the fuck I want

I might be everything that's wrong with life

maybe I too sold my soul at a discount

Always knew I was way fucked, but lately I'm realizing just how deep in it I actually am

running on cheap dopamine till I get a girl

running on life support and dark mode

I really hate this curse when is this going to fucking end ? I also wanna live

no need to overthink this, imma continue to be the secretly fucked up kid

I used to be a sane person, Now I wouldn't even call myself insane

fucking Internet killed my focus

I don't like these high dopamine surges at night, let me fucking bury the misery to sleep

oooh this is how villains feel. it's fucking sucks tbh

the line between reality and delusion keeps thinning

uuuuuunravel

always wondered how would someone feel when there is no hope, now I know

I wanna fuck but fuck love

still can't comprehend the fact that I genuinely missed out on teenage love it's eating me from the inside now

I'm like isolated from love like from the kernel level