running on life support and dark mode

I really hate this curse when is this going to fucking end ? I also wanna live

no need to overthink this, imma continue to be the secretly fucked up kid

I used to be a sane person, Now I wouldn't even call myself insane

fucking Internet killed my focus

I don't like these high dopamine surges at night, let me fucking bury the misery to sleep

oooh this is how villains feel. it's fucking sucks tbh

the line between reality and delusion keeps thinning

uuuuuunravel

always wondered how would someone feel when there is no hope, now I know

I wanna fuck but fuck love

still can't comprehend the fact that I genuinely missed out on teenage love it's eating me from the inside now

I'm like isolated from love like from the kernel level

මම මං ගැන ඉන්න නිසා තක්සේරුවක කවුරු දැම්මත් කමක්නෑ අවතක්සේරුවට

I turned people into homes, and I ended up being homeless

it's been somewhat okay lately and now it's getting suspicious

down the wrong path, man I'm getting sick

අතවැසි නොවුන නිසාද bro අකමැති ?

It feels like I've been numbing lots of shit, now I feel sorry for this world

I have the habit of making things worse for me