the line between reality and delusion keeps thinning

uuuuuunravel

always wondered how would someone feel when there is no hope, now I know

I wanna fuck but fuck love

still can't comprehend the fact that I genuinely missed out on teenage love it's eating me from the inside now

I'm like isolated from love like from the kernel level

මම මං ගැන ඉන්න නිසා තක්සේරුවක කවුරු දැම්මත් කමක්නෑ අවතක්සේරුවට

I turned people into homes, and I ended up being homeless

it's been somewhat okay lately and now it's getting suspicious

down the wrong path, man I'm getting sick

අතවැසි නොවුන නිසාද bro අකමැති ?

It feels like I've been numbing lots of shit, now I feel sorry for this world

I have the habit of making things worse for me

love is not for me I was born to be a villain

why am I so good at doing bad things ?

I think I'm in love with Grasshoppers

I can't wait to get busy

you know it's serious when you start listening to Gunadasa Kapuge on repeat all day long

I'm just disoriented that's all

the insane desire to feel loved unconditionally fueling the loneliness, cooking up some messed up plan that would make things worse