haven't wrote here in a while, but i'm doing okay. getting away from my parents was the RIGHT decision. just going with the flow :)

its getting colder!!! happy autumn everyone!🍂🍁(the leaves haven't fallen yet, whatever its autumn now shut up)

planning...doing one thing at a time...

SSI is not gonna happen so gonna have to look for a job. thanks 'murica. i also need to get away from the dysfunction in this house. rv time

mm. a a pple juic e :))))) um but yeah i'm doing okay right now, happy its raining and stuff :))))

sh relapse...

update: i did not send the text lmao

need to set boundaries with my parents :( just wrote a long ass text. idk if i'll send it, i'm scared.

staying away from the news, whats been putting me in a bad mood lately has mostly been my parents. :/

mmm...i love microwaved pizza 😋😋

im trapped in dysfunction. im tired of my parents making their childhood trauma MY problem. im so sick of it

parents were arguing but i guess its fine now lmao?? also i went to the park to escape my dads parents today, they're deeply unpleasant

to everyone in the heatwave: please stay safe. i'm so sorry this is happening. we will survive

ocd keeps giving me nightmares about climate change. two days in a row now. such bullshit 0/10 stars. at least i had pizza for breakfast

mfw mom once again drops some insane piece of lore from her childhood-

i'm feeling pretty nice today :) i'm gonna eat spaghetti, take a bath, do my nails and plan my outfit for pride :D

gods what a day...i'm gonna make sure that kitty gets a nice, loving home to stay in. hate that messaging people causes such a cortisol rush

there's a new kitty cat hanging around. i'm happy but also so so worried how the other cats are doing. i feel off in general.

my entire family is broken. dysfunction all the way down. i have nobody to talk to, they're all emotionally stunted.

someone i used to be friends with/accidently led on as a teenager contacted me through a youtube comment today...fuck, i feel so bad