sh relapse...

update: i did not send the text lmao

need to set boundaries with my parents :( just wrote a long ass text. idk if i'll send it, i'm scared.

staying away from the news, whats been putting me in a bad mood lately has mostly been my parents. :/

mmm...i love microwaved pizza 😋😋

im trapped in dysfunction. im tired of my parents making their childhood trauma MY problem. im so sick of it

parents were arguing but i guess its fine now lmao?? also i went to the park to escape my dads parents today, they're deeply unpleasant

to everyone in the heatwave: please stay safe. i'm so sorry this is happening. we will survive

ocd keeps giving me nightmares about climate change. two days in a row now. such bullshit 0/10 stars. at least i had pizza for breakfast

mfw mom once again drops some insane piece of lore from her childhood-

i'm feeling pretty nice today :) i'm gonna eat spaghetti, take a bath, do my nails and plan my outfit for pride :D

gods what a day...i'm gonna make sure that kitty gets a nice, loving home to stay in. hate that messaging people causes such a cortisol rush

there's a new kitty cat hanging around. i'm happy but also so so worried how the other cats are doing. i feel off in general.

my entire family is broken. dysfunction all the way down. i have nobody to talk to, they're all emotionally stunted.

someone i used to be friends with/accidently led on as a teenager contacted me through a youtube comment today...fuck, i feel so bad

🕯️🍀🍀📲🏛️✅🧑‍⚖️✅😃😮‍💨💲💵🕯️ i will have financial support, so mote it be

psa: don't compulsively search up videos and forums about bad stuff for the second time this week (yay OCD...)

so my phone really WAS spying on me :/ wow thanks, very cool

im just pissy for some reason, probably my pain meds messing with my birth control, rip. But my surgery went well, so :P

gonna get all four wisdom teeth ripped out tomorrow..also IM NOW 20!!! gonna go shopping soon with all my bday money :3!