finally back at the library <3

dissociated thru my entire shift tonight lol

been tweaking for dopamine like nobody's business this week...what seasonal depression does to a mf

Woke up easier today than I did yesterday. Did some tidying, showered. Gonna do some coding, work on a blog post, and then maybe tackle my guestbook!

looking for html/css templates that match old youtube profiles...since https://www.bitview.net/ isn't accepting new accoutns i'm gonna make my own "channel" on my site

finally got around to answering some emails! now i just need to work through my guestbook messages...

bought reese's oreos tonight....they're ok i guess. i was expecting better tbh

my chronic illness has been flaring up bad again. easy to forget that i can't hold myself to the same standards that i used to before i got sick. i guess it's a lesson in patience and self-compassion, if nothing else.

been feeling tired and rundown the past few days

i was not productive

been screwing around in astro for hours...time to lock tf in and actually be productive lol

i can't believe it....they gentrified my local walmart

i want a cigarette so bad rn

need to get back into death metal

i feel like if skibidi toilet came out when i was a kid it wouldve given me nightmares lmao

i keep buying generic walmart brand snacks and im always surprised when they taste like shit and upset my stomach

not feeling great tonight

type of night and the type of mood where I listen to Spiderland on repeat and wallow...constructively

feeling too cooped up to finish blogging or writing....gonna take a break and go to the woods or st

scored some threads from goodwill, got an iced coffee, now I'm at the library chilling...life is good