surprise anxiety, always very cool

busy busy day....gotta go to work now

zzzzzzzzzz

trying to reach out more, signing people's guestbooks and sending off emails <3

taking today to rest, recharge, and reset

thinking of buying myself a little cake tomorrow....been craving st sweet but im too sick/low energy to make anything rn

i had a dream last night about spongebob playing sburb....

mariah carey give me strength

feeling pretty downtrodden tonight sigh. sometimes everything just gets to be too heavy.

one of my kitties had surgery today. he's home now, high off his ass with 7 less teeth than before. just happy he's okay :)

ate too much oatmeal

in high school my teachers always told me my essays were too meandering/long/verbose... now i'm 27 years old w a personal blog, and the problem is SO MUCH WORSE

i still think 27 is a "real adult" age when i see other ppl, forgetting that i am also...27 ;_;

sometimes self care = blogging for hours after skipping breakfast and lunch, before going into work. love my comfort hyperfixations lol

one of my many ideas: a 6-part anthology of loosely connected short stories, each inspired by a track off spiderland by slint.

i'm going to bed .... gn....

new nightly routine: make a huge bowl of oatmeal and watch shugo chara

started watching Dandadan w my partner...it's GOOD

gonna grab a coffee then hang out at the library for a bit

playing tetr.io for the first time.... love itttt