as a trans person in an international relationship, it feels like the entire world is out to get me

finally out of burghatory on pokemon volt white....FUCK that shit dude

haven't listend to HIT ME HARD AND SOFT for a minute; forgot what an absolute masterpiece it is from start to finish

i love mariah carey

slow start to my day today...just trying to be in the moment and appreciate the little things.

back in the states! i missed home, but now i miss my husband ):

my flight back home tomorrow is packed to the gills...was gonna try writing some fanfic on the plane but that ain't happening now lmao

just watched avatar: fire and ash. it was SO GOOD. i cried so much. i love this series!!!

just made some art for the first time in a few weeks! felt nice :)

sleepyyyyy...time for tea and british daytime tv

watching a 1.5 hour long poppys playtime lore video w the hubby...i don't like watching horror games but i love the concepts behind them lol

probs gonna end up blocking my website in the uk after all...censorship sucks

forgot how good grimes' music is...

firefox releases new feature that is easily disabled > reddit jumps at ragebait and engages in circlejerk > chromium browser userbase grows

been obsessed with text-only websites recently. might try making a plain text version of my site just for fun.

just finished tampa by alissa nutting. absolutely amazing book. i feel fucking disgusting.

stayed up super late reading...feels good tbh

new extreme horror book review on my site https://xavierhm.com/blog/posts/the-fruits-of-malice full brutal by kristopher triana!

accidentally uploaded a blog post WIP by mistake...lol oops

played mtg for the first time!! :) had a blast.