I finally built a blog for my website....it made me wanna commit suicide but I finally did it...hooray (cries)

me a few months ago: it sure would be fun to make my own website! me now: *noises of agonizing suffering*

thinking about moving my blog from bearblog to my website now that I can upload everything from my terminal thru Astro

back to work today....

moved my entire website to Astro...I'm exhausted lmfao but!!! it's finally DONE

done cleaning!!

deep cleaning like mad today...exhausted, but nearly done!

listening to Pretty. Odd. in the year of our lord 2025 A.D., still feeling sad about the 2008 P!ATD split

listening to a song I showed my ex-gf when I was 18. it holds all the heart and hurt from that age. got me misty-eyed still, 10 years later

it's dysphoria hours ig

theres too much I wanna write about!!!! ahhhh I can't make up my mind

Finally burnt out on webdev for a bit...honestly relieved. Now I can get back to my other hobbies lol. I've been wanting to write for ages.

ngl fam I just showered for the first time after like 4 days; I imagine this is how born-again Christians feel when they're, yk...born again

haha...nvm....i know astro now (but fr this time!)

nvm I'm a moron....astro is hard ):

figured out how to use astro....y'all ain't ready

https://xavierhm.com/home please vote on my "should I get a mullet?" poll

feeling down tonight

new mala beads and incense came in today; can't wait to do some meditation and chanting tomorrow morning

My site for binary trans men is finally live! If interested, please visit: https://transmen.online/