zzzzzzzzzzzzzz work's got me slumped lately

staying up till 4am doing nothing, holding onto the last vestiges of my weekend w a white-knuckle grip before i go back to work tomorrow

i was too lazy to stop for ramen earlier...and now i'm craving ramen so fuckin bad

over a decade later and born this way still gives me chills...ty mother

big storms tonight!!

feeling better recently; doing a lot of writing and thinking about art!

stayed up till 4am last night playing video games. woke up at noon to feed my cats then fell back asleep until 3pm; didn't get out of bed until 4:30. instead of viewing it as a failure or laziness, i'm trying to reframe it as self-care and relaxation. unlearning self-judgement is hard!

feeling mentally ill

had a shitty mental health day, but i beat VVVVVV on my 3ds which was cool. hoping tomorrow will be a bit better.

back to work (kill me)

called in off work today. trying to be better about putting my needs first. need time to recover from being sick and my chronic pain flare

still sick

why is allowing myself time to relax so hard ):

opened the windows today...chilly, but feels so nice

finally working on my site for trans men again!!

dinner tonight is $2 hello kitty ramen from five below. added some pieces of vegan spam. still not enough sodium.

been a long week; if i wanna stay up till 4 AM blogging that's what im gonna do!!!

surprise anxiety, always very cool

busy busy day....gotta go to work now

zzzzzzzzzz