making art again feels good for my brain and heart. it does NOT feel good for my wrist lol

new WIP of my rey painting :) https://xavierhm.com/sketchbook/2026#2026-1

anxious today

within 30 seconds of using vscodium i'm fuckin sold

*hasan piker impression* happy 9/11 to all who celebrate

went on reddit for the first time in weeks and it felt awful. social media is the devil

been listening to a lot of rufus wainwright lately...i'm on my melodramatic gay arc

feeling better mentally, but now dealing with a chronic pain flare up. not letting it get me down tho!

shitty night at work...can't wait to get home

called in to work today

still sick

just watched the hangover again for the first time in years. i miss 2000's comedies man.

sick today. did nothing but lie in bed and watch youtube shorts

feeling a little better today

high key mentally ill

eating tater tots w chopsticks

just attended my first of many dharma classes! feels nice to be part of a sangha again

my library is selling their old magazines now! picked up two issues of the national review and a writing mag :) i love the library so much

took myself out on a library date today! finished a new blog post :) gonna post it tomorrow

ya boy got new anxiety meds