got some japanese takeout...they took one look and gave me a fork and spoon instead of chopsticks lmao

ditched reddit, my last holdout. no more social media. been farming dopamine from esoteric youtube shorts instead. reminds me of when i quit cigs only to fish butts out of the ashtray next to the dumpsters at my old job lol.

went to goodwill and the local headshop...got some clothes and a nice haul of used CDs. wanna make a blog post about it :)

nooo what happened to piclog???

it's my website's first anniversary on nekoweb! i wanted to have a blog post up today but life got in the way...i'll definitely write something before the end of the month tho

bought a $3 stereo at goodwill and finally alphabetized my CD collection. currently grooving to marvin gaye.

shoutout to midwest emo trumpet...gotta be one of my favorite genders 🙏

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz work's got me slumped lately

staying up till 4am doing nothing, holding onto the last vestiges of my weekend w a white-knuckle grip before i go back to work tomorrow

i was too lazy to stop for ramen earlier...and now i'm craving ramen so fuckin bad

over a decade later and born this way still gives me chills...ty mother

big storms tonight!!

feeling better recently; doing a lot of writing and thinking about art!

stayed up till 4am last night playing video games. woke up at noon to feed my cats then fell back asleep until 3pm; didn't get out of bed until 4:30. instead of viewing it as a failure or laziness, i'm trying to reframe it as self-care and relaxation. unlearning self-judgement is hard!

feeling mentally ill

had a shitty mental health day, but i beat VVVVVV on my 3ds which was cool. hoping tomorrow will be a bit better.

back to work (kill me)

called in off work today. trying to be better about putting my needs first. need time to recover from being sick and my chronic pain flare

still sick

why is allowing myself time to relax so hard ):