I NEED MOTIVATION TO CODE

If i was born normal I wouldn't lose classes to go to therapy and hold my pee without knowing until it hurts, not at the same time ( ╥ω╥ )

I also have to get a brain x-ray (I forgot name) and I must be very sleepy, I'll just sleep my usual 2 hours sleep! (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)

I may have consumed milk expired by a few days, am I going to die? ｡ﾟ･ (>﹏<) ･ﾟ｡

I feel like I'm bad at making my own website and I've lost motivation to fix my neocities page :((

I am worried about the possibility that someone is spreading rumors about me because of how I exist and behave...

I LUV PANCAKEZZZZZ!!!!!! ^^

i keep seeing people making shrines, my coding skills are bad but i want to make one too (╥_╥)

Idk how to share my feelings in real life and virtually :(

Also, sorry for not posting for a while!! I'm dumb :P

I'm so epic, my computer now has comic sans font all over it :3

this is too long i don't like this :(

then i took deep breaths and it went away it felt like hours have passed when in reality, only 5 minutes have passed, i'm scared of sleeping

My chest started to tighten out of nowhere and i thought i was about to die so i layed down waiting for the skies to carry me to their world

I THOUGHT I WAS ABOUT TO DIE FROM A HEART ATTACK, anyways, i thought it was still april so i wrote april 32nd in mmy notebook :P

I JUST TRIED OUT HOT SAUCE FOR THE FIRST TIME AND I LOVED IT, I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF >_<

I feel like i discovered something new and fascinating today but can't remember...

WHY IS IT SO HOT!!!??? (dramatic input of exclamations and interrogations)

i wish i was normal :(

I LOVE APPLE AND CINNAMON (green apple)