my truest most real love is the narrator from tsp.......hes the ideal concept of a man

so obsessed with will wood's whole discography it's like im 15 again but now i actually get it

had a lot of fun yesterday but now my stomach hurts SO MUCH!!! #mylactoseintolerance

found some oldd diazepam that is theoretically not expired im hoping it'll help with this long ass anxiety spike

sent a message to a woman i know cause i want an internship at a videogame place this summer and im so scared to check my phone HAHA

slowly making my way through "in case i make it" by will wood one or two songs a month...it's so good

i had a really weird creepy dream tonight

i wish doing sport wasnt necessary to make your body not die on you

maybe i am the most annoying person alive who knewww

i want to make a visual novel for my final but theyre so text-based and im so ass at writing...sigh.

being autistic is so fucking embarrassing everyone thinks im dumb as shit because i dont know how to express myself properly with words

last thing i want to do is pull an allnighter ugh i love sleeping so much i hate not doing it

rewatching things ive liked for years so i can feel like im sharing my love for them with someone (younger me)

has everyone seen the im not ok mcr video is in 4k now omggg

no one in my life cares about my stories and its fine its always been like this but i hope someday someone asks me about them

they messed up when they built my brain and now im cursed to think "no one gets me...." 30 times a day

cant come up with any ideas for my storyboard and im running out of timee noo

i want to wear shorts soo badly but its not nearly warm enough for that right now ugh. i just want to wear that and my pjs

friend making me think about maybe finishing a comic i started a fulll year ago lol.

i tried reading an old entry from my diary but i just couldn't. i don't think it's meant for that.