depression ==> pick up fitness boxing feat hatsune miku again for the first time in months ==> do one (1) daily workout ==> no depression

*sprays self w/ spray bottle* stop fucking browsing the web it's 2am go the fuck to BED

i've got to stop editing my site at like 1am man i set the new page live and immediately noticed a billion typos. god damn it.

neal.fun is TOO fun i just spent all day looking thru the internet artifacts page lmao

was so tired when i got home from work at like 5 i went and laid down for a "short nap"... and then woke up 7 hours later. whoops!

whenever my roommate is in the kitchen or something my cat will go spy on him then come yell at me about it. like he LIVES here babycat lmao

isat update: reached act 3. hooooooly fuck. god. anyway. time for bed it's almost 4am.

whatever though i'm fucking tired. gonna eat dinner then play some isat and FUCK MY MAC N CHEESE GOT COLD WHILE I WAS TRYING TO FIX SHIT NO

too tired to write a blog update. made some small changes to the site, but weirdly adding new images/internal links breaks shit now?????

todo for my neocities eventually: actually add shit and links to the kreative korner. update reading list. fix YET MORE TYPOS. update blog?

mickey! it's riku. they put bugs in him!

auuuughhh... i am... alive. but also, time for bed lmao

these tables are Pissing me off. im the original Starwalker

oh god i'm not getting paid tonight am i. i don't think i can hold out until thursday i literally am 6 bucks in the red. god.

applying for an apartment with the bestieeeeeee

TRAGIC: i want ice cream but i eated it all the other day :( if i feel better later maybe i can run down to the gas station rq

jfc i'm sick as hell i just can't win this was supposed to be my "get my shit together" week NOT my "disintegrate into dust" week aughhhh

oh my god just walking from my car to the grocery store fucking wiped me out wtffff is wrong with me. at least there's a bench here.

TRAGIC: kitty needs wet dinner but 7 flood warnings nearby. she does not understand weather constraints. she is getting tuna.

gotta drive to fucking AUSTIN to get my license renewed bc the local dmv didn't have an appt available until AUGUST. wish me luck y'all i'm