terrible horrible bad pain week. terrible horrible bad 2 pain weeks. ugh. ack. dies.

4 day weekend but i am stressed tf out... so many text messages gone unanswered... sometimes i do wish i didn't have a phone lmao

but rlly i am unreasonably upset about this. i NEVER get to fucking swim and now that i have a chance the pool is closed????? i'm gonna cry

WHY is the pool always closed SPECIFICALLY when i want to fucking use it

so homophobic that i have to pay rent on the first day of pride month. smh #norentforlesbians

depression ==> pick up fitness boxing feat hatsune miku again for the first time in months ==> do one (1) daily workout ==> no depression

*sprays self w/ spray bottle* stop fucking browsing the web it's 2am go the fuck to BED

i've got to stop editing my site at like 1am man i set the new page live and immediately noticed a billion typos. god damn it.

neal.fun is TOO fun i just spent all day looking thru the internet artifacts page lmao

was so tired when i got home from work at like 5 i went and laid down for a "short nap"... and then woke up 7 hours later. whoops!

whenever my roommate is in the kitchen or something my cat will go spy on him then come yell at me about it. like he LIVES here babycat lmao

isat update: reached act 3. hooooooly fuck. god. anyway. time for bed it's almost 4am.

whatever though i'm fucking tired. gonna eat dinner then play some isat and FUCK MY MAC N CHEESE GOT COLD WHILE I WAS TRYING TO FIX SHIT NO

too tired to write a blog update. made some small changes to the site, but weirdly adding new images/internal links breaks shit now?????

todo for my neocities eventually: actually add shit and links to the kreative korner. update reading list. fix YET MORE TYPOS. update blog?

mickey! it's riku. they put bugs in him!

auuuughhh... i am... alive. but also, time for bed lmao

these tables are Pissing me off. im the original Starwalker

oh god i'm not getting paid tonight am i. i don't think i can hold out until thursday i literally am 6 bucks in the red. god.

applying for an apartment with the bestieeeeeee