so this is what its like to have dreams crushed

i had no whimsy so they sent me to the mines (art studies)

i found the words and its that i think my art style is too basic and not interesting uuguuuguugu buuuguh

its probably not a good thing to feel sisyphean

WHY CANT I MATERIALIZE SCRAMBLED EGGS

guhhhhart fight *shaking*

im like a rat trapped in a rusted robot . how does one go days without doing the Fun Thing you very easily have the time to do

i need artfight nNOOOOOOW

so how do you write from experience if youre a shut in. skill issue?

today's writings: i am reminded of my limitations and i get filled with blithering hatred (Dramatic)

(lifting up from a coat of heavy dust and grime) huh hwhuh

mfw 12 hours have passed but it only feels like its been 4 hours with how little it feels like i did so far today

...or you could just end up staying up for way too long, spontaneously doing things instead! (not advised dont try this at home etc etc)

soame days just go by so quick and you didnt even do much of anything

my statuscafe looks so sickly and ill and diseased. yay!

it would be nice to have something

full oif chicken

ive been cursed with finding trying to make new ocs or art quite literally impossible... woaw!! goodnight

there are not enough hours in the day actually WREAAAGHHHH <-guy who just sits there doing nothing for prolonged periods of time