sick, sad, stressed, feeling down but im not out

been catchin up on stream work, feelin better, still stressed a litle

a lot on my plate, need to do more

sleep is messed up, but hopeful and tryin to do more

super tired, feeling weak - bad habits again

i want to get stronger, acquire more skills, protect myself and others

busy busy but happy, hopeful and nervous also

i just got the job offer holy shit im losing my mind i just got off stream i think i should take it holy fuck

anxious, thinking of power

pent up

i need to do more, work harder

got a job interview nervous but hopeful

lonely in this cave i dug for myself, yet hopeful for my ability to change

trying to be healthy, trying to be good

i always love people who dont love me. love will be the death of me.

up and down

struggling with sleeping, a little nervous but i feel happy

feelin okay, working and planning so far

i want to financially support my sisters more, so badly. i will start making more money.

semi back on the grind, being more productive but still nervous