i dont know why my mom is like this. i cant understand her. i dont think ill ever understand her in this life but i hope i can forgive her

hmm

accepting change is the first step to recovery

trying to perfect my banana bread recipe has been a little frustrating

ugh i just want things to work out so badly. please hear me and listen.

when i pray to her i hope she can hear me. i hope everyone can hear me. dear god, please, just this once.

things feel weird and its gonna feel weird because its different but its not gonna be bad.

a nostalgic feeling washes over me when i talk to you

ive been so busy drawing lately

i love you i love you and i love you forever.

well things are fine actually.

whats her deal

drawing is such a pain

hopefully soon ill be able to make banana bread

i love my best friend

i feel not very smart

managed to shit out a drawing yesterday

i cant figure out linux for the life of me

i always end up eating expired kraft dinner for some reason.

i keep making banana bread like my life depends on it