Tried to rest listening to ASMR. It worked, but my mum came carefully and I was opening my eyes & I startled a lot. head still ache. (18:19)
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Hello, old friend (/ref). Call me by Murasaki/Tori. :> My main pronouns are she/meow/cola/tune (/srs), pick whenever you prefer! Also not an adult (I'm a minor), don't be a dick weirdo... ﹁﹁
I'm currently mentally unstable due school burnout & pressure, lack of social skills, a few personal family issues and weight dysphoria; taking meds to recover right now...
I have AuDHD (low to moderate support), ODD, seeking for POCD/OCD subtype(s) and Social Anxiety/Paranoid Personality (and/or other anxiety disorder) diagnosis, and a few of selfdiagnosis (selective migraines). My MBTI is INFP-T and I'm a cat enthusiast, having Eddsworld & sexology as my special interests. I LOVE purple and black as well!!
My religion is deism, so I may look hopeless sometimes, because I don't believe in miracles (no blind faith) nor dogmatic; however, I am Christian-aligned in certain parts (like love, compassion and humility); I chose being deist due certain traumas and I'm afraid of scrupulosity.
Also, I'm mainly omni-berrisexual/Laurian, aego and fictosexual, tomboy (Feminine In Nature folk with masculine traits), selective Tord yumejoshi, otherkith (mainly fiction-hearted), funlinker and stuff. Tord, Tom, Matt, Edd and cats are my kithtypes, with Muffin Heeler and Komi being my synpaths/funlinkers! They're a part of me! (also TomTord/MattEdd are my comfort ships) /srs
Despite I live in Brazil, I'm frequently doing code-switching (Portuguese to English, and some Japanese).
Also very fearful about chatting to stranger/incognito folks (in real life or online), so please bear me... 7^7
TIMEZONE IS BRASÍLIA TIME (GMT-3:00)! STAY TUNED!
Emoji Meaning 🌈 stimming or a silly status. 🌧️ or 😡 upsetting vent or meltdown/crisis status. ❤️ or 🥰 comfort status. 🍱 "I'm going to eat my food" status. 😭 longing/bad news status. 😴 or 💤 sleep related status. 🙃 laid-back status. 🙂 misc. status. 💀 ehm... I don't know how to explain. Lame situation? Be cool at me and I'll do back, and please sorry about my grammars. ^^
I strongly support PLUR; be free, be happy. Stay cringe.
I... I want to make more friends.
I want to be able to communicate with everyone.I just want to be a normal girl.
CONTENT WARNING!
I USUALLY VENT INCLUDING SENSITIVE THEMES, SO BEWARE.
VENTS/CRISIS STATUS ARE LABELED WITH "🌧️" AND "😡" EMOJI.My Piclog!!!
★ Stay Safe. ★
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Eu odeio quando minha mãe espirra essa porra dessa água na Lolita-
I'll try semi-speaking, I don't want to make my throat worse...
Guess I'm with fever/cold... I'm shivering, but feeling a heat wave... And my head's aching...
Just took my med. ^^
Good morning. I didn't slept well today... I've been coughing a lot and my throat just hurts... (07:25)
Need to sleep... I've found 3/4 profiles saying this "merry christmxss" on the about tab. Welp, good night. I'm coughing asf. Ouch. (23:43)
Man, worm-script is not funny. 😐 This is literally PoC, and creates despair for nothing (I thought I was hacked). I disliked this "joke".
Bro, wtf is this bullshit in the end of my code?? I didn't even touched my code since days-
I'm feeling a bit weak... I want my dinner... (22:11)
Good luck! You'll need it! [...] I'd buy that for a dollar! [...] Big money, big prizes! Oh, I loved it!! /lyr
Yummy and crunchy salty chips... 😌🍟 Now I'm gonna drink some Cola.
I'm feeling knackered and my throat is irritated... *sobbing* /hyp
Just took my med! I have no class today as well! ^^
Good morning! (08:52)
Feeling tired... And kinda hungry. Anyways, I'm going to sleep. Good night. (23:35)
Às vezes eu sinto que sou muito intrometida e incompetente... Só quero colar Bonder na minha boca, eu só encho a porra do saco...
"Tudo vai ficar bem. Em breve. Talvez; estou aqui para você. Estou sempre aqui." Me sinto menos sozinha com você ao meu lado... Eu acho...
Now I kinda feel shamed of shipping TomTord since 5 years... But they're my coping, I can't undo it... Oh lord. I'll try to forget it rn.
I've just crossed with some "exposeds" about the EW counterparts and... Oh, my, God. Tord and others were/are awful than I wondered...