the going gets unwell

unbothered. moisturized. happy. in my lane. focused. flourishing

bleed harder it makes u useful

happy three months after pride pride

I feel bad for everyone who was my friend since 2015-2023 🫩 i had the humour of a year 8 boy

I'm seeing my favorite band live this weekend. <3

highkey bored of my current index page buut id ont feel like redesigning it

dear princess celestia, today i learned there exists a revival of sploder

i started reading 16bit Sensation and now i wanna play visual novels all day lol

my new blog didn't upload... sigh...

ridley reagan my beloved......

silent hill f looks awesome so far

ATEEZ DROPPED A NEW ALBUM IM DEAD IM DYING IM ASCENDING

my dog died & it fcking hurts

A little bit of Nagumo in my life, a little bit of Niikura by my side, a little bit of Wako's all I need

ate too fast now im sleepy

developing misophonia. Etiquette is basic! CHEW WITH YOUR MOUTH SHUT

Fly perfect wings 🎶🎶🎶

my body is a machine that turns 1200 speed into 1* guts

two day perfect streak on NYT connections IM UP

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uatVcvrNhYs New Zach Hill

Maybe idolizing and idealizing anyone as part of ur identity isn't a great idea.

my body is a machine that turns

NEWPOST NEWPOST NEWPOST

Yayyy Suda51 yayyy

CHEWLERY ARRIVED YEE HAW

had a good one

aaahhhh it's been a while since I've been on and htej fricken scroll bars on my site are ugly again!!!! i'm gonna kermit to the bit i stg

just played "a normal lost phone" what a lovely and cute game :o

Yesterday was too good of a day, so I guess I had to get strep throat to balance everything out. >_>

i need funds for cosplay and egl but my stupid ass keeps spending $20 at the cafes.

Feeling strong! A cool morning, and my puppy had a good time playing with his friends at the park yesterday!

I contain multitudes beyond your comprehension

study stdy study study. IM GOING CRAZY

Tomorrow is gonna be Wednesday already!

probably Gonna make it so you can preview the images better on my artblog... since.. you kinda have to squint your eyes.. oops..

snoozing so much.. felt down.. forgot to learn how to vibecode.. continuing my grind #soon

can adachi rei fans catch a fucking break this 2025 😭😭

moving all my things to go to uni on Thursday. I don't to leave my friends. I just want to stay at home with my cat :(

kind of don't know what i want my future to look like and it's scary

I have the worst handwriting ever

Determined to finish this website update before the code gremlins drive me insane!!

Boy, I just LOVE feeling anxious for no reason! Goodbye nails!

After two months I am back to my department in Poland, and there are so many nice surprises. I am very happy.

it’s been terrifying watching my own declining literacy in the past year does anyone know how to stop this or do I just have to keep reading

been so webdevpilled that i forgot basic renpy... hashtag cringe

my screens are dead, my thoughts are dead, the leaves are dead

YAYYY ITS THE WEEKEND (tuesday)

AUGHA UGSH AUGHHAG HGAHGAG AUAAAGHH!!!!!

What do you mean "kaibigan" can have 4 different meanings depending on stress. What. I'm stressed rn does that count

Almost done working on my art! I will be uploading it later on this afternoon.

completely lost motivation to work on the website.. though update is out in a few seconds!

Spyro the eternal night will wreck me

HIIIII I promise im still alive im just hella burnt out from uni </3

ffruit doves,,,

Claire walked up and bit my elbow... kitty, why...

it's my birthday today!

update css on blog posts to fontsheet

"Despite everything, it's still you" - Happy 10th anniversary Undertale ! Can't believe it's been already 10 years

i love tegus sm they’re like lizard dogs

always keep in mind the four m's (maiming, mauling, murdering, and mandarins)

School is somehow chill, and also too much at the moment. Feeling: Ill.

i was trying to make a roblox + voice reveal video and i sounded like a 10 year old

what a week...

i might just sink the ship

hm i just had a very alright non stressful phone call

Going back to bed

Long time no status~ I got two sites up! https://adrianne.me (link-in-bio/collective), https://ai.adrianne.io (AI prompt engineer portfolio)

terrifying how time moves

i love my lalafell

i was about to throw up when i woke up dont know why

your name rewatch scheduled for oct 26!

i am suddenly missing the smell of musty theaters

i miss my website and i have ideas but life is kicking my ass so bad right now unfortunately

Finishing my blog about 2000's shows I've watch with my family members, I'll take my time as well, since rushing it stupid to do.

Seriously, how long does Piclog take to activate? It’s been months now.

在看拉姨姨小饼演同性恋romcom的同人文，“小饼终于回到了这个世界上他最喜欢的地方：他的车里”发出爆笑。受不了我自己奇怪的笑点了

reaffirming my butch identity by looking like complete shit

goodnight guys (i'm still gonna be up maybe)

i love being an artist! i can draw beautiful women whenever i want!!!

I can do so much when I’m not h

having a shot of espresso cuz we ran out of milk. i feel like an Adult™

listen to moon colony bloodbath by the mountain goats btw it's a concept ep about organ harvesting. On the moon

you've been bitten by... a true believer you've been bitten by... someone who's hungrier than you

I want to be wasting time better.

dissociated thru my entire shift tonight lol

happy 10 years undertale i love you and mettaton and chara and everyone else and the world and everyone ever

so. tired. but doing work

too dumb to find something sharp

art thou satisfied?

i suffer from "dead wife montage" face. it's a blessing & a curse

Ok no i seriously fucking hate my friend more stop makingfun of me

ah sometimes i feel like i haven't done any good in my life and i'm wasting my time.. ugh

i need to get my life togheter

Got nobody 'cause I'm braindead :)

oh well oh well

心态爆炸, 极度沮丧

drawing is really hard i like cooking and cleaning way more

i miss my nana. you never know what you've got til it's gone. rest in peace. it's so harrowing to watch her disappear into the ground.

done coding FOREVER

frost children featuring kim petras - radio

I hate pretty much every single person I have ever met.

sleeping for 2 days now... depression is that u

We're so back!

woag... undertale is ten years old....

how the fuck am i supposed to react when someone tells me that they think i'm interesting and they want to know me better

2010s indie music was so goood, wish i knew how to get to know new stuff in the scene, don't even know where to start

tankmen :)

help i'm being forced to submit an abstract for a conference helpppp. on the other hand, what if I get in O_O

what am i supposed to be doing what do i do i don't know

Despite everything, it's still you.

they were right blue eyed samurai is fire

shooting the film today

JUST 100%ED ALICE MADNESS RETURNS my life is complete !!!!! just gotta beat the game on nightmare mode now

SRJUGS!!

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY UNDERTALE!!!

UFO 50 for switch yay

a youtuber i like had a 10 year anniversary stream yesterday and he read out my name :3

gifted new lip products ie the only kinda makeup i wear. Swagalicious

still working on the art archives redo bleugh will probably break up large images in the future

listening to ambient music late at night with my head in my hands hunched over on a chair performing for no one but myself

oh how i wish every user repository (fanlisting, webring, etc) had a "last updated" date so its possible to tell if they're abandoned or not

Aaaah I need to update my about page because I'm 30 now and have another kitty

undertale is 10 today! the gray hairs are setting in

mentally doing bad but will get restocked on meds soon

10 Annvierssyer. of anutnaderstal

happy 10th anniversary undertale :')

cleaned my room today

i'm trying to be in a new era >.<

jimmy neutron boy genius series you will always to be famous to me

i got a lot of compliments on my outfit today ♡

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

i need sleep

Donating blood today!

might be kinsidering the most ridiculous character ever, i dont even wanna say who it is on here bc of how odd it'd sound

mi wile moli e mi

but don't look back in anger i heard you say

I FUCKING HATE YOUR GUTS! I'M TELLING EVERYBODY THIS GUY SUCKS! AND BY THE WAY, HE'S INTO REAL WEIRD STUFF! IT FEELS SO GOOD TO CAUSE A SCENE, BE MEAN, AND I'M NOT DONE!! 🖕🖕🖕

how do people do anything without the overwhelming belief that they need to be put down like a dog

omg my PR to a github project i tried to contribute to just got merged, im so happy ^_^

finally got business and hobbies ^-^

now the flowers will grow

I don't know why but I've always had a bias against PHP even though I've never used it. But it can't be worse than Javascript, can it?

prob gonna buy a new sketchbook so i can bring it to class :/

need to learn to draw so fkn bad

Update on my knee: much more ouchie than hours ago... no bicycle tomorrow, that's for sure

i did booty ass on my kanji quiz.....fuck my stupid baka life

Let’s meet at seventh heaven .. ♫

i truly do not care about you and this freaks me tf out!!!!!!!!!! i should!!!

DECOMPRESSION TIME

can i finish a whole presentation and record it in one day? we just have to find out!

Lol not me updating the webring while waiting in line for a roller coaster

happy birthday undertale! has it really been 10 years...

anyone else in their final class period?

i really need to stop yearning for that cookie. Like literally its a cookie

YAY happy tenth anniversary to Undertale :D

you can't eat that shit everyday fred :/

every time I see smart and intelligent people binge watching vertical video I despair a little

baked cookies today

ja sei que não vão sentir minha falta mesmo é melhor só sumir uma hora acostumo

I’m a portable dvd player level physical media enjoyer now. I’m reliving my youth with a great deal of enthusiasm

i wish just love was enough

drank, but Fine? also, helped out at the covid cautious punk raffle fundraiser movie screening <3

Just got reminded that Magical Nyan Nyan Taruto was a thing.

do what makes you happy and STOP caring about what others think. life is way too short to give a hoot honestly (i say into the mirror)

on da puter. searching up. avant garde arthouse experimental pornnn

naming my div classes and css files the most fuckall random thing i can because i have free will

(C)locked in at 9 AM, (c)locked out at 9 PM. Felt like I did a good amount of good work today. And happy 10th anniversary, Undertale!

tired.

Returning to Canada today! Site and webrings will all be back online soon.

YEAH I REP THE GANG. YEAH I REP THE SET. CHARLIE KIRK WAS 31. ISRAELS OLDEST VICTIM YET.

Totally didnt forget to update the site even when i had already added the status box :P

the urge to wake up extra early just so i can text them </3

atp I AM EVERYWHERE YOU IMAGINE (99.9 percent of time) ^0y0^

Got my medication upped (as another dose) and I start it today! I’m excited and hopeful.

got into my Wattpad account again! I cringe and get amazed at my past creations.

lunch break: nesse mundo, existem algumas empresas que vendem sonhos (tipo neurodanças), pra isso existe o cargo de "engenheiro de sonho"

sometimes i can be such a genius?

whoops sorry guys my md-to-html convertor isn't working. haven't clicked on it in months

shds 4ever

I am a traitor to C : starting to code a game in C# using MonoGame !

i’m busy, so my mood swings between “i can’t do it, it’s so over” and “i am an unstoppable academic and social weapon” every 2 days

i have no status

magicked the gathering . . .

have a sore throat and cough </3333

my life is awesome SEEING YAELOKRE PERFORM TOMMORROW!!!!!!!!!1!!!

Waking up with espresso, going to go for my walk, come back & eat, then be lazy. I have one post left I owe.

my lil niece got flagged by youtube for posting a short that "promoted criminal organizations" ??? ToT it was a video of digital circus lmao

Happy 10th anniversary to UNDERTALE ❤️

Reach out to one another. Be kind and forgiving in your interactions, without sacrificing yourself or your integrity.

i am working on a new version of my website finally

time to remake my website

Got the new link hoard coded, just need to trim and organize it now!

finally installed the japanese keyboard on my laptop :) こんにちは　：）

ONE OF MY FAVE GAMES RELEASES A DLC TODAY!! im gonna try to ignore all the sad stuff and play it ^^

i got a manhattan cafe photocard from strawberry macchiato and it's quickly become one of my prized possessions... love my unsettling child

life suck man, you wouldn't imagine becoming a friend that you trust but ready to betray you anytime....

i'm tired of negativity chat what happened to loving

i fell stupid

Started a new DnD campaign :-)!!! Meetings are every Friday, and my girl is a Warlock witch hag human being just like ME

the wind is crazy today... hope it sucks all the fruitflies into oblivion lol

english grammar is so stupid forget anything else about the language

industrial metal save me

just want to be in bed daydreaming

making a pvp rr game

Anyone who is anti-LGBTQ+ in my Facebook friend list, they better unfriend me! There will only be hatred if we are still friends.

suddenly i have soil flies in my plants???

I just wanna save myself but you're part of my addiction

gonna be tabling @ dcaf 4th of Oct <3

I ended up making a youtube channel because I ran out of space in the dropbox, I hope that's not too jarring in the ATMOM devlogs...

Wrote an article about UNDERTALE's 10th Anniversary. Check it out!

Why did no one tell me cherry coke was so nasty????? Gross

FRIEND IS TRAVELING TO SEE ME AND TO GO TO A MYSTERY SKULLS CONCERT YAAY

<3

really anxious, trying to think about comforting things

Dear internet, you can never beat Poland. There are human-sized Labubus near tourist attractions with which you can take paid photos.

My daughter borrowed Trials of Mana from the rich people library. We're enjoying it and now I want to play them all.

dont wanna die, but what if i didnt exist

i just wanna sleep bro

trip went amazing, honk shoo time

50 hour work weeks...

i love neocities!!! i love running and making webpages and meeting cool people on there <33

*(Knowing that UNDERTALE is now 10 years old, and has been a core personality trait for just as long... It fills you with DETERMINATION.)

im tired of pretending c1 dehya isnt a good DPS fuck yall

Just finished setting up a Linux-Windows dual boot on my laptop!!! :-)

i hate being at the psychiatric clinic

locked IN

getting writers block with my website. i dont know what to do now. blah

Snapcube has become my comfort Youtuber. Currently watching Penny and Ryan play Portal 2, my comfort game. Feeling great!

i fucking hate this heat

更新了win11后发现emoji为什么变丑了啊！？

I now have the world's most cringe footer on my website. I guess it's staying though.

I keep forgetting about caffeine somehow

if a video is worth adding to a playlist, its worth downloading

Doing better!

I really need to make a dark mode version of my site, but it'll be a struggle. I've started the process about a month ago!

Vitamin Water come over here and kiss me on my hot mouth... I'm feeling romantical..

either holly is getting fat or i soon have some kittens to deal with

woah the site just hit 3,000 unique visitors!! in only a year and a month!! that's crazy, hello everyone 👋🏻

Time to relax and watch Futurama.. I love life!! So much! Yay!

https://www.fastbratgenerator.com

everytime i smoke a camel its like the flavor gets worse??

just keep tweaking the home page .. is this inconsequential ?

Last week was definitely interesting.

Warm (and very windy) weather has finally reached me

guys... i hope this part of my life passes quickly guys... i'm gonna explode guys.....

Rise and shine... fuck my life

matriculation exam prep is killing meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

No debí fumarme ese porro

went to a bookstore in the city and picked up an umamusume art book + a steely dan biography that i can't wait to read ^-^ yay

y'all i was in the er on saturday for like 7 hours :((

augh. assignmence *explodes and dies badly*

deep cleaning is hard because you never know what you're gonna find.

the arthur dent bootyhole tickling incident of 2023

i finished dmc 1!!!

stfu omggg

still waiting for my piclog account to activate

the saja boys are CHOPPED

Got some delicious icecream todayyyyy and thai food. 🙏🙏🙏

having a cold sucks :(

IPODS HERE SQUEEEE just need to wait for rest of stuff :3

i miss my boyfriend

One week into school and I already don’t want to do this shit anymore 😂✌️

feeling a lot better now! played more vns. they are ruining me. shion my baby ouugh

真的是会反复爱上邓为饰演的涂山璟！

anyone got a time machine?

RAmarl 🔛🔝

absolute dogshit of an exam bruh

My favorite method of making money involves glancing down at the ground & picking up that $50,000 bill nobody else has noticed, not laboring

happy birthday sims 2 !

new entry https://asmodeusvulcan.neocities.org/BLOG

Does anyone here use the Internet? 👀

getting frustrated in silksong and just yelling 'NO! You made me have a bad day.'

i fuck ing .... love .. bugs...............

Funnybunny ATTACK

cookin up something good!

oh this year is. its a year. it literally is A year

was dreading the idea of having to cook this bacon about to expire when i'm so tired but i remembered i can bake it instead lol

wish i could see the demon slayer movie in theatres omgg

school

warframe hyperfixation making me miss coding and doing my sims 3 legacy challenge but i’m in deep scoob

in my dreams everything's more quiet than here

waiting for tomodachi life living the dream rn

packing, packing...

FEED THE HABIT

kinda telling how we all quickly moved on, make it stay that way

i'm gonna work on my site today! (stares at screen for 5 hours)

there was a image site that autocompressed and pixelated all uploads to 100kb what was it called

New game added to my Shrines page everyone play VLT

i HATE drawing *is an artist*

so swamped w school no time to finish layout :<

updated /vpets, /questionmark, /me, /toybox, and added /icons

Hey anybody know why there's a big ass semi-transparent triangle on my site? Can't figure out why lol -🦇

IT'S OUT THE UPDATE IT'S OUT I CAN FINALLY REST wait i found a bug let me fix it OKAY NOW I CAN REST oh my GOODNESS

BTW I watched Americon Psycho yesterday!! Quite the movie I must say

lowkey forgot about status cafe damn...

UPDATE: i am officially banned from the bacchanalia

Se acaba el finde y no he descansado nada

Maybe i should wear hats more often

schrödinger's future

things have been difficult for the past few months or so but i'm on the up swing

I LOVE YOSHI SM!!!!!!!! IM SOSO EXCITED FOR THE NEW GAME >W<

cigarette

https://corefla.me is finally live!!

now the flowers will grow

what if i rewatch secretary (2002) for the 300th time

got excited over my favorite floss brand releasing a heart-shaped tongue scraper. what stage of unc is this (it's $48)

all my professors should extend all my deadlines indefinitely and give me 30 days off. as a treat :]

i'll give [redacted] one more shot and then im done

man everything i enjoy doing feels boring.. i hope this feeling fades away it's been a few days already

Cabin fever but I only wanna go outside if I have a friend to go with

reading crooked kingdom

packing is so tiringggg

good things!!! happen!! im doing ok!!

autumn is coming!! yay!!!

Surrounded by books and papers and dictionaries and imagination,, working on my creature people,,, building a whole world...,

imagine someone showing your own site to u.... bro.

school pmo why is school tmrw and why do i have hw over the weekend

finally updated from windows 10 to windows 11 since eos is soon... it's alright...

I actually love travelling by train, specially when i have a sandwich and a movie

im halfway there to finishing my website .... OMG??? its been a month though, im speed

found my list of blog drafts and looking them over, hope to post another blog before long!!

booked a trip to lisboa with friend!! yay!!

help today was the first cold day in so long!! i’m shivering!!

recoding everything because I'm unemployed and a perfectionist

blissful fall days ahead, at least once next week is over

Do it badly. Do it confused. Do it a little bit wrong. Just do it.

halloween crafting so I get fancy new decorations despite being super broke

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY TO UNDERTALE THE BEST GAME EVER !!

i want my old life back

breaking: i am drawing

I need to listen to of Monster and Men more, guess it's time to get their albums.

Need to sip some coffee and then I’m off to do laundry, the one chore I MUST do today. Depression sucks. I wish I could do more.

MY WIFE IS 18 NOW WHAT DA HELLLLLL

tryingtobekindtryingtobestrongtryingtobekindtryingtobestrongtryingtobekindtryingtobestrongtryingtobekindtryingtobestrong

First shrine is a go!!!

Core festival was awesome. Highly recommend Ditz and Gout

i keep getting motivated to code but immediately getting unmotivated when i ask myself what will i even code

livin just as free as my hair

enjoying black tea on a sunny afternoon :)

Spent some time customizing a Notion template so I can actually use it daily and build some discipline

oh its also my birthday today

Have been making cold brew coffee lately, really hitting the spot!

starting my new job tomorrow...super nervous

working on a review of all the cars content i've consumed

May worries be far from your mind

gameathlon was so fun fr!! met so many new people and got so many pics. cant wait for next one lowk

dmc6/remake copium at an all time low atm GIVE ME A SIGN CAPCOM

should i just ditch the "blog zone" thing already?

CSP is on sale again: https://www.clipstudio.net/en/purchase/#buy_onetime

i'm kinda scared for escargot's future ngl

I've been wanting that cute pink 3DS XL, but I realised it wouldn't fit in my purse... I carry my 3DS in there pretty much every day.

i think some stuff on my index broke bruh moment

waaah in tireeed

up late

the moment i go on the road 8 people text me for the first time in months 😵 so overwhelming

FUCK HEADACHe

Feeling pleased with myself, decided to start Couch to 5k again and I've done two runs so far! Loving the feeling of being more active :^)

today i replaced the drain stopper in my sink all by myself i am now a proper handywoman

there aren’t going to be new updates in a while. technology burnout, and that includes playing around with html.

SIDEBAR : SUCCESS !

why do i still feel like this

playing animal jam again!

quizá mi estancia en twitter llegará por fin a su final, solo hay cólera, medianamente interesante, aún así nada duradero

starting dis up ^・ω・^

executive dysfunctioning on research paper

the only way id ever have a boyfriend is if Sonic The Hedgehog became a real actual guy.i mean ig id also take Knux but Sonic is my no. 1 😌

currently reading: Radio Free Albemuth by Philip K. Dick

Went to my first ever convention yesterday and had the time of my life, also went broke but you win some you lose some

i fucking hate william afton

i actually hate the evangelion rebuilds im actually going INSANE

how do we make a new web protocol that just blocks twitter from being fucking accessed or at least redirects to lemon party or something

exhausted

warm sunny days are coming, i am filled with inspiration

JUST WON A MIKU PRIZE FIGURE FROM THE ARCADE MACHINE YIPPEE

im in love with my major..first time ever enjoying college.... Unfortunately it has shit job prospects

Best bday in too long lol uwu yay tho

"the next movie is the kokushibo fight so its gonna be like lord of the rings the twin towers" "....THE TWIN TOWERS??"

It works now nevermind

redoing my neocities again!!! finally felt motivated enough to do so :p

i hate my husband i hate my children let me escape when will i be going home

i'm not beating the abuela allegations because my ass is getting tired at freakin 8PM

Wrote a letter to a friend. Let's see if it actually gets to them lol

shrimp alfredo 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

AHHHHH MY WEBSITE HAS LOOKED FUCKED UP FOR EVERYONE ELSE BUT ME THIS WHOLE TIME

why do mainstream social medias add random people to your follow/home page? im not following them!! don't show me them!! idc!!

nope

Currently: growing a sad little mustache

its always good to put more anime gifs on your website i think

good news: i got a new phone. bad news: i am now locked out of snapchat. i don't use it but photos from younger me... fuck...

busy with work!! hopefully more updates coming next week!

September is Suicide Prevention Month.

damn i haven't updated my site in a month

hgfghfhgfghhghg

thinking about how i will never ever die a virgin

123 fonts later...

showing a friend my website lol

i'll get a whole week by myself next week thank god

been getting into journaling and planning lately, waiting for my 2026 hobonichi cousin

hi hello first actual entry after i figured out i was trying to log into the wrong username (please don't ask me how this happened)

THE GALLERY IS DONE EVERYONE SCREAM

birthday dinner is about 2 be awesomesauce with a basket of epicfries

My boyfriend keeps calling me gay someone tell him he's wrong

but now, a word from our sponsor! (´ ∀ ` *)

at our wife's house!!! she really is the best person in the world ever...

perpetually tired, so tired

"lesbian vampires from outer space" sounds like a wacky yuri comedy anime/manga

the indie web is so fun!

accessibility and responsiveness for my site revamp's tricky to code/implement, but matthew james taylor's holy grail guide is a lifesaver!!

spring 2026... my miis...

Healing from tonsillectomy

el tiny desk de pinkpantheress es demasiado soñado

ネオシ日本語サーバーで第一回（厳密には二回）のお話会を開催しました。イツメン（？）を召喚したとは言え、それでも最初は緊張でプルプルしてました。しかし打ち解けると闊達な意見交換や身の上話馬鹿話などで大盛りあがり！大変楽しゅうございました。また次回もお願いします！

I CODED FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!! I PUT A FISH CURSOR HERE!!!!! YAY!!!!!

YAYAYAYAY!! I love people commenting on my Guestbook! It gives me such joy and encouragement to continue adding to my website!

somewhat in a mood for making a little visual novel in godot to get myself in shape for every other project i have in store

Never knew Crush 40 made their own version of Seven Rings in Hand

tempted to start distrohopping again

i keep thinking about missed connections

I keep spending all day working on my website, only to somehow make no progress at all :'o)

i love writing for loops

love is the center of the universe, and those who wish to destroy it must themselves be destroyed <3

I'm done talking to people. Only caring about myself now. bye

going to see demon slayer movie tonight!!!!

enamored by machines

its raining i LOVE rain!!!!!!!!!!

New gallery added: Erotica artworks.

ok so we're so fucking back

i wanna be a fly on the wall and watch what everyone says and does when i'm not around

am productive now

i found my ipad!!~!~ i can draw again!!

watching little miss sunshine

Had surgery a few days ago and I feel noticeably better every morning. It's a fascinating experience, to watch your body heal so rapidly.

THE NEW AVA EPISODE... VICTIMMMM... i need him to get much worse

I just wanna be okay https://open.spotify.com/track/6GJdFTOm23lC5bqjYSMJTj

might as well scrap the web for good tell me why i shouldnt guys :P

revisiting old media i used to love in high school and finding out its still good lfgggg

flowched https://myyyraa.com/play/glitched-flowers

Took my bike (whom i named Hermes) for a ride in the rain. Is this what it feels like to be alive?

who up wifepilling it up tonite

uhm, su i began art school 👉🏻👈🏻

i guess i better go study. i'm procrastinating so bad...

I've been studying arabic my whole life and I still can't read a novel omfg 💔

I wish nobody ever bothered to love me, nobody deserves to deal with me. Only I should feel the pain of dealing with my existence

Finished Patrick's Parabox! There's a bunch of levels I haven't played but I did reach the end credits hehe

slowly coming back to this ... handle w care under repair

guy who only knows how to sleep 5 hours a night

I can't stop making pies

life sucks,, but I have one great friend, Elliott Smith and a Bottle of vodka, so life is also good

not exactly thriving but I'm surviving under late capitalism and that has to count for something

i don't want to anymore i just want to dream

my greatest act of self love is cooking nice dinners for myself........which I havent done in months feels bad </3 making a soup now

things have been getting wild lately

i got the little things done for my websites... now what should i add for the actual content...

GRAND DAD

nintendo direct threatens another 10 years of komaeda

finally not sick anymore

best bug michigan set we’ve ever played , md downer got my ass tho

i cant wait to be done with trial roulette grind for the next weapon step OMFGGGGG

having a body is so hard... too much work... I need out of it

dont know what to do with my right side bar thing on my site that im coding cus im not in any webrings...

I've always had too much to do on my site and not enough time to do it.. but now I'm just staring blankly, waiting for inspo to hit...

“e se tu olhares, durante muito tempo, para um abismo, o abismo também olha para dentro de ti.”

Gonna pop the monster of details tags that is the links section of my site back into being it's own page with a table of contents instead.

oh yeah

Checking my website access logs, people check my about page and immediately leave… am I really that off-putting?

late post but this year's 9/11 definitely wasn't a "normal" one 💀, also got my painting in a gallery 🖼 and gig went alright 💰

headphones are starting to hurt my head 8[

TOMODACHI LIFE LIVING THE DREAM SPRING 2026 AHHH

almost a full 356 days since my last update

HE'S MY BOYFRIEND OH MY FUCKING GOD I WON!!!!

danganronpa in the big 2025 YAYAYYAY

no its nice. i just didnt expect for it to be komaeda thats all

Finally announced one of my projects, but boy am I TIRED

but doesn't everybody hurt sometimes?

i love my boyfriend

i feel like i'm lost in a big ass fog. barely holding on to myself. i feel so soft. too soft

Thrilled to have moved to a new PDS, not just a custom domain on Bluesky's server! https://bsky.app/profile/heejinsoulyves.com

a freezing cold night in SEPTEMBER wtf

dr2 remake before sdu prequel stories and eitaku companion route #UTTERWOKENONSENSE

what in the cosmic fuck do you mean a new gorillaz album

get out of the way, get out of your own way!

new images added ~ V9.2.2025 https://cyberleolao.neocities.org/images +18

hmm

i hate when i lose interest in everything i like.... again. trying to push through

Working on lore ... I got a headache but I feel confident enought to work on the website today !!!

im gonna have to be mainly inactive for like 6 weeks my apolocheese

meowmeowmeow auuuugh

NEW DJO ALBUM !!! (kinda lmao)

The miracle didn't happen again (no ace attorney 7)

i forgor

MARIO GALAXY MOVIE??? MARIO GALAXY GAMES????? MARIO TENNIS???? LOT'S O MARIO STUFF???? YYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

[pikmin death sfx]

building my vaporwave gunpla~

WOOOAH, MEGA RAICHU?! X AND Y FORMS?!!?! not too keen on the designs at the moment but i'm glad my favorite pokemon is getting some love!

i love poetry

limbus is having a takeover i see

spending hours writing bash scripts and eleventy layouts to build my site bc i dont like looking at html #programming #hacker #womeninSTEM

I might make a separate dev page for the game.

updating glasses prescription

I hope it felt like an eternity.

yall ever forget youre a person,, and then it hits you,, like oh yeah i do cool things

trying my best..

i miss evrything, evry era of my life prior to this. work is so isolating. it feels like nthing new ever happens, i keep living the same day

hello world

Fire Emblem Featuring Alucard from the Castlevania Series

New T0P album!! :D :D

GO GET ME A BEER!!!!!!

danganronpa

moved in with my boyfriend!!!

无意义的人生

NEW FIRE EMBLEM GAME YIPPEE HOPEFULLY THEY FINISH IT THIS TIME

procrastinating sooooo hard rn

OKAY I USED COTTON PADS FOR THE CREAM AND SUPER GLUE ON THE LOOSE PARTS. Time travel! WOOT!

Did that Super Danganronpa 2 remake announcement brought back my Danganronpa special interest after a 5 year hiatus? Maybe...

Me screaming about the Nintedo Direct

TOOMOOOODAACCHIIIIIIII!!!!

why is it lowkey fun spending time just by myself, this is truly our 0 dollar date idea

looks out the window longingly... oh... academia .... i miss uou...

too much uni tasks

3° riel o catenaria fija?

IT GETS BETTER EVERYTHING DOES ITS TRUE THEY DIDNT LIE

i hate favorites questions because i always forget everything i like when it comes time to answer

AVARAYA JUST RELEASED A NEW SONG!!! praise the mupple. LISTEN TO AVARAYA!!!

"Why is everyone ordering delivery?! Cookies should be running! It's the name of the game!" -dragon eye cookie 2025

now malding over oc page

Danganronpa………

"package arriving today!" the package is still in fucking arkansas

DANGANRONPA 2 IN THE BIG 2025??? i feel faint. like actually feverish

I PASSED OUT LAUGHING AT THE VIRTUAL BOY ANNOUNCEMENT LMFAO

sleepy......

2026 or 2027..... maybe....................

its been five days since i broke my headphone cant live without it

playing papa's wingeria while I wait for nintendo direct + takeout to arrive

seeing people using google sheets as their guestbook database reminds me of those movie piracy sites that uses google drive as a cdn

ughhhh coding the homepage is so unnecessarily hard :c

i hate it here hawk tuah

I LOVE TOP GUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so restlesssssss

Coding a page at 1:43am... :P

collecting twigs and branches

every time i get nostalgic over people i get this uneasy, unbearable feeling in my stomach, some hole in my chest, and i want to vomit.

linux was a lie they don't have Paint Tool SAI, adobe animate and filmora and 7gadgets and clip studio paint im gonna cry bruh

Science is gay

charlie kirk was just shot but lowkey kang dae-ho been through so much more

walked with Mephistopheles today, not as devil but as the tempting shadow revealing truths.

Excited for this new project!

"You don't just get one tomato. You get AHHHHH!"

my bf is coming to visit yay im so happy !! :D

NEZHA X KFC COLLAB CONFIRMED YES YES YES

yuri on my mind

coming back after a hiatus and im already planning a new layout after saying I was content with what I had lol

mark this day in the history books, for today lego star wars 2 hits the shelves!

so good japchae

I HATE MYSELF WHY I'M SO STUPID WHY I'M SO BAD AT MATH WHY I CAN'T BE MORE SMARTER I DON'T WANNA BE LIKE MY RELATIVES I WANNA BE SMART

I FUCKING LOVE NEW YORK !!

really looked like a lesbian today and ykw I was chill with it

Not gone, just busy a lot...

Los gatos de Diane: https://tecnolocuras.com/arqueologia-web/los-gatos-de-diane/

why.. why... WHY?! is making fonts such a headache holy shit

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLEE HEART MY SWEET SUMMERCHILD!!!!

mario makes good pizza. i give it a mari0/10

head full of comics

lorelei by cocteau twins

exam hell week is coming soon... yikes

battle for niche internet fame is so good guys........

Silksong has taken over my life

hungry

y'know i'm more of a fan of grid than of flex --> has done the latter and realized he's gonna have to recode everything

Fui a uma bienal de quadrinhos e ampliei minha coleção 📚 I went to a comic book biennial and expanded my collection

all of a sudden, I look around the corner to a pile of homework

I feel like I've been coding this restructure for decades

BOLSONARO CONDENADO❗❗❗❗❗ GRANDE DIA 🥳🎉💥💥💥👏🏼👏🏼 que morra na cadeia, velho asqueroso

New laptop is so good

i need to lock in but i cannot stop thinking about this damn app idea!! unhand me!!!

I ate too much

yay!

PLEASE DONT MAKE ME GET A JOB!!!!!!!!!

i need to caffeinate myself more often im a fucking genius rn

AND ANOTHER W? DAMN WE KEEP WINNING

annoyed of this, annoyed of that. shut the fuck up.

Yeehaw!

so tried

feeling under the weather... covid is going around, please be safe out there

reorganized my bookmarks !

finished the patches and pins for my jacket page!

way too fuckin hot

finally picked up the akira 35th boxset

can you feel my beating heart?

Extrañando la playa. Muy agradecida con Dios

nvm dead on arrival

wife is playing tomb raider for the first time, cool. i want to play final fantasy seven soon. partially so she can play it too..

okay, it wasn't a bad day today :D

getting more alive for the first time this week xD hopefully will feel more things tomorrow too *mentally sending love to my partner*

it never ends. there is always something.

I'm so excited to go to China!!!

I need to draw more fr

Listening to Ben Johnston (1926-2019) & Gyorgy Ligeti (1923-2006)

Playing zomboid rn

currently suffering from peer pressure and piles of theses

So... many... homeworks....

dame tu cosita (ay!)

I crave Döner

Hora do MBA.

NOD-KRAI IS SO PEAK

Disassociating at a work meeting

stayed up working on my site again .. craving coffee

Completed my first project

charlie kirk vs. 1 gun owner (can they see eye to eye?)

added webamp

Happy 3-year anniversary to my website, Leilukin's Hub!

Just found out about 'Suck at Something September'

worked for 40 minutes today but mhy boss is paying me for two hours

I degoogled my phone! I am using /e/OS now and it works great.

GOD I'm so tired of everything being so fucked up!

Script is coming along really well for the New 'n Improved TCMC. I'm nearing finishing the concept arts so soon I'll work on paneling!

Silksong actual goty actual peam

cumpleaños a mi

happy birthday jschlatt…

I FINALLY GOT KAVEHH

why pay for a haircut when i can just shave my own head in the bathroom for free heheh

we sang the same songs about eachother tell me thats not fate

Gale is my biggest drama queen and Sunny has the patience of a saint. 💅🔮✨

woke up at 2 pm today ??!!! I SLEPT 11 HOURS ?????? i will admit i feel well rested

good lord why did i think a master's degree was a good idea, im already drowning

talvez su cuello solo queria hacer eso. quien sabe.

burnt out, just sorting my files now

I got stickbugged! 🪲🐛🌿💚

rapidly incresing craving for human contact

wanna go home so bad

THIS DAY CAN'T GET BETTER!!! ~(￣▽￣)~ ♡

hey king gizzard and the lizard wizards music is all free on bandcamp rn :j https://kinggizzard.bandcamp.com/music

>claims to be pro-life

Wake up. Go to work. Get home. Eat shit on Hollow Knight. Repeat. 💙 I love it here

wonderful way to start my trip #ripbozo

just gave my website a little update

Charlie Kirk's neck mysteriously and spontaneously exploded on my cat's birthday

Sudden urge to play the Super Duel Mode from Mario Party 5

the twilight saga is streaming on youtube for free on loop 24/7 until the 14th for anybody interested

the tf2 is rotting my brain again

what a wonderful 9/11 eve

the sun is the same in a relative way, but you're older / shorter of breath, and one day closer to death /lyr

REST IN PISS CHARLIE KIRK

learning kubernetes at work. really interesting stuff!

CURRENT TASKS: Client work, novel work, German language study

Now reading: The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K. Le Guin

back 2 school szn Uz_uU

FINALLY got xkit to work on my laptop

im silas

The enshittification of search engines creates the illusion that genAI chatbots are more capable. Old search w/ operators was legit better.

new avatar

video soon

Spooky Snacks September https://dannarchy.com/en/0062/

idk why my guestbook exploded but. it's finally gonna b the thing that makes me self host lmaoooo

KONG STUDIOS IS BACK KONG STUDIOS IS BACK!!!! LETS FREAKEN GO BABY!!!

kinda proud of my cute custom cursor

enjoying "The Pragmatic Programmer"

detco movie 27 is SO GOOD! glad I finally watched it bcuz WOW!!

kill

丝之歌好难

new computer and new phone yippeee

added new blinkies 2 webgutter !!

Testing Testing Testing Testing Testing Testing

can't wait to get a new laptop...

ALMOST THERE.... TO MY MPH...

I'm very sleepy, but working on story stuff and art so that's cool.

Back to work, with a cold >:(

please lord let nod krai revive my interest in genshin

Eles Estão Diolho EmNois da Silva

damn i gotta update my site.....

not dead i guess

Hiiiii

guhhh im sick

finished jojolion and I LOVED ITTTTT!!!!!

I made a new status account with the new blog name!!

taking notes on the revolution in nepal and marking the similarities to last year's revolution in bangladesh.

I was feeling under the weather, so I took a break. I'm still alive!

School is so BORING...

Mom forgot to bring home the pc so now im still waiting for the afternoon...

the undying urge to buy vintage makeup i probably shouldnt use but wanna..

First thoughts about using Tails linux as a daily OS. https://kavka.wrote.re/post/initial-thoughts-about-using-tails-linux-as-a-daily-driver

The eyes I needed to continue my work are too small, so now I have to wait another week or two T-T I wanna work on this head damn it!

sorry for my inactivity o.o

WE ARE SO BACK BABY!!!

I want to go camping on top of the mountain again and looking up into the sky

trying to make some structural changes to the site so it will probably be semi-broken on and off for a little bit OTL

heyyy guess who back .. back again ..

i wish i can make my own video editor app

I wish I had all that I need but I don't

also, I am indeed buzzing with good news and I almost need to pinch myself

i COULD be back it COULD happen . ohhh maybe

learning to speak SIMLISH!

New theme! Don't forget to CTRL+SHIFT+R

OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD KURAYAMISAKA ALBUM IN 90 MINS

ouch ow my back

taking a small coding break to get re inspired! <3

WE POPPIN THE BIGGEST BOTTLES (of non alcoholic soda) TONIGHT BOYS YAHOO!!!!!

websites been kinda dead lol but i have stuff planned for the near future

I'M BORED! BILLIONS MUST BE SAD :(

save me, rose petal & mint tisane. save me.

tmr i have a major ela test i want to scream

my therapist told me to stop reading the bell jar

Life can be beautiful when you have a sandwich on your plate.

DIES OF CRINGE

ONE more assignment until i'm all caught up! until tomorrow when I get MORE work. but still!!!

in short, I need a haircut

I have so many art project ideas rattling around in my brain right now but no idea which one to actually work on RAAAAHHHHHH

Looking for a job has got me beat. Time to play with my website for a bit.

why do i feel so emotionless?

god i just now realized how jank my homepage's code is AGHHHHHHH

busy as hell but my lil art game thriving yayyy

We're debating building cardboard boxes in this meeting. Not to be confused with bardcord boxes

09/09/2025 ✿ Work is stressing me out like crazy, I don't have time to do anything, so unfortunately I won't be able to update the site :(

HERE BY ZERO DEMAND: me

man, work takes all my time

feeling a bit depressed so I'm rereading Queen's Quality

im feeling fulfilled

Kinda went into a depressive spiral once again, but we r back team

ive been skonging it too hard

It's always sunny in LA, but I miss the rainy days of the east coast...

I'M BACK I'M ALIVE!!!!!

hmm... Inktober...

I have no idea of what I'm doing but... here I am!!

moving to @jae :)

feeling great c:

i'll just drink 5L of water to compensate

the sky is so blue the weather is so nice and yet i cannot bring myself to do a damn thing

once more clinging to internet comedy to distract my brain from The Horrors

playing with sand

i'm locking tf in! ...tomorrow

A Cool Morning Here in Texas, Almost Heaven

HERRING IS SOOOOO GOOOD

Also, those "sunflowers" I planted from seed turned out to be weeds after all! Burnweed, which is an extremely tall plant from the sunflower family. I pulled them as soon as I had a proper ID. Now I know to trust my instincts over a seed packet. Thanks for nothing Botanical Interests.

working retail is just learning how to cope with a perpetual state of annoyance.

don't mind me just testing ✌️

Rainy day and chilling

kinda wanna make an oc lesbian couple

emotional about my singers again

rest in peace haru urara :'(

trying undertale genocide

"i have no idea what oscar bait means" (watches ten minutes of the soloist) "nvm"

i feel like [censored]

its not technically a clopen but it feels like one to me

Hope you're enjoying the site!

going back & forth from home to home

SpicyChat AI:https://nextpart.ai/spicy-chat-ai

现在很少有橡树的心情了只留下一种淡淡的迷茫

omg status.cafe is unbanned

i’ll be productive one day…

itchy nose

Rest is productive. You can't have energy days without rest days.

Oof staying up until 1:00 am is a routine for me Dx

wow i have a girlfriend and shesprobbly the best thing thatsever happend

# car accident surviver

Shit I already have 5 books to read and just bought other two!

GRAHH I LOVE BOOKS ABOUT LESBIANS

can't believe i forgot about this site

gwm SOON!

mfw mi amigo Malamar

ughhghghhg,, so tired. so much to do,,,

Happy Cirno Day to all the baka on the indie web!

Finally a couple of weeks off.

THE TWEAKENING IS OVER!! IM FREED!!!

trois couleurs : blanc

kinda wish i had a hub for all my thoughts and projects. i love neocities/nekoweb but i wanted a private space?

been so fucking busy lately but at least my brother lives nearby now

the status bitch is back with her escape room. if u look at the post she made she's 100% leftout and is just trying to be aesthetic 💀💀💀💀

Imagine having an important appointment and writing it down with the wrong date which leads to you missing said appointment...

should i play satisfactory or work on my website?

I just spent over an hour formatting this thing T-T im so happy i finally figured it out

i miss youuuuuu.

thinking about overhauling my site…

i was born to create things and if i go too long without doing it i start to wilt like dying flower

i've been lost in books

THANK YOU.

Going to be away for a bit, my college teachers decided to shove all the courses and academic works at once

rewriting my personal site. deep in that css

been drawing with color a lot more recently. feeling proud of myself

the agony is unbearable

it was a waterfall

Finally fixed my laptop screen now I can code and play game in bed again :')

wtf im back in school again

what is life without mozzarella tomato pastries.. PASTEIJA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

excuse me that's my emotional support cathedral choir

cold brew cold brew cold brew cold brew cold brew cold brew

student loans.

I want to revamp my whole site =__=

somehow. I think i'm injured . don't even know how I did it for the type of injury it is

I wanna work on this site again but I don't have time waaah... for now I'm making a mini "strawpage replacement" subpage

cold season :c i sick

cracks my spine in 72 pl;aces

when things get hard, just keep going. i guess. that's been working for me mostly.c:

arthur morgan the man that you are

el mutabal es un modo de vida

I've been hoarding a plain hobonichi notebook for nearly a year and finally decided to turn it into a reading journal eee

you don't know me but

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! I'M 19!

i think moving is just going to keep being stalled right now 😔

why is it only during exam week i get motivation to draw

french ikea time

saw a carpet snake at work today and now i desperately want a pet reptile

wanna listen to TAZ balance again..

new status display! AHHHHH this is lowkey a test.. anyways i miss caleb...

Been too long since I updated my site (it's been a few days lol)... Back to the grind I guess. Also new art

why am i writing a 5 page single spaced paper on gen ai (which i'm pretty sure is gonna blow up soon anyway).. college is so unserious

workin hard or hardly workin?

*searches up how to make insert thing here* *gets results for how to use insert thing here* /:

feel like im being targeted genuinely

Shakespearian Levels Of Tragedy Are Cotnained In The Homestuck Fic

how diddy is it to be any blud at all

why is drawing impossible

2mil views on neocities YAAAAYYYYY *doesn't do anything special to celebrate*

I won the Rainbow Diamond Award during Blaugust 2025 - you can see it on "About" page in the badges section!

when you open up to your wife about the crazy shit thats been happening and get hit with "im sorry idk how to help w psychotic episodes"

FINALLY FIXED MY SC BORDER IMAGE!!!! AFTER LIKE A MONTH!!!!! its cute i like it

out of town again

i need to design a button for my site...

this terrible terrible window refuses to focus... maybe i need to relearn HTML

PLUE!

evie said her store got bought out... I hate this town

piece of grass changed the whole vibe

this last week has been so hectic but i finally have 3 consistent days off of work so i can hopefully get a website running

8:30 is too early

http://godincarnate.me

why is dad vagueposting about me in the kitcheb

finally have a little time to work on this website! but i should do some homework now.

could i be less neurodivergent today

i am lonely wizard from inscryption

Spent too much money on music like an idiot. Fuck my stupid baka life

Meh

no wonder theres like professor degrees on sociology or something this is ridiculous how hard it is to understand different people

y'all every semester the career fair comes and every semester I am terrified

getting into south park again, planning on buying the fractured but whole this week! also getting into the sims 4 <3

2 more days

Cooking some good 3d models, will update

so what was soulja boy even telling?

2am for an eclipse? worth it.

did you ever notice that you can see your reflection in a cup of coffee?

i hate dilemmas... why can't everything be simple -_-

*vibrating with energy*

Dreaming of rain...

I forget how I struggle to retain information :sob:

completed the emerald version pokedex nyehehe

gonna hafta ask some1 like darkosparko how to have like. variables about what palette people have most recently picked/got that saves

making updates, layout may be severely busted </3

Existem tantas coisas que quero fazer, mas tão pouco tempo... Bem, devo tentar fazer uma coisa de cada vez!

天涯何處是歸鴻

ahhh i just want to say that i would be dead without Notion... it helps me so frikin much!!!

D&D SESSION ZERO IS TODAY BABY'S FIRST CAMPAIGN GO

new semester is here pray for me....

i dont wanna go to work i wanna be on my laptop :(

Comms revamp!!!

bringing home-boiled peanuts to the function levels things up

Tengo hambre y sueño.

Adobe Flash kicks dicks in whether that be trying to code or trying to draw at all, in the end the crash pop up will happen

mi kama sona e toki pona!

Not feeling good

dear god, life gets worse every time i update these things

:3

⛧🕯️☾༺ went to my first escape room, shit was enjoyable and scary at the same time bro, istg. Finally starting to do some fun stuff ༻⛧🕯️☾

owww owww my back owwww

made a new post! https://jbc.lol/posts/does-webrings-slow-down-sites

I HATE MA LIFE{

i have so much homework..............

Got sick recently it has not been fun :(

didn't jog today because i thought it's gonna rain

Rest in Peace Maru...

All secret TikTok Emojis codes are here, super easy to copy: https://tiktokemoji.info

oh yea im deltaruning it oh yea

very funny because i keep making things for the site that are decidedly NOT on my to-do list

im gonna try to do a site revamp cause my site is MESSY!

making something important, at least for this week

Got a new tv through points from work (aka company dollars) and trying to set it up has been fucking hell. Its more spyware than tv >:(

finally got a place to keep my air-dry pieces while they dry but i forgot to get any sculpting tools...

I'm fighting for my life to try and make art rn. And the art is winning

today i learnt that marks of grace in osrs spawn locally, so all this time ive been having entirely imagined rivalry with randoms

[walks up to the bar] yeah i'll have a brandy old fashioned. with a crazy straw and one of those umbrellas you put in those fruity drinks

Another semester

Making my ocs less boring, they need to be more CRINGE and INSANE! Going back to the time i was a kid

ordering a drink at gongcha and getting jumpscared by the kiosk talking to me in lee felix of stray kid’s voice

my apartment smells like cinnamon? i didnt do this. why do i smell cinnamon.

yayyyyy site is fixed! more cute updates coming soon :)

Esther life update: Added 3 new hyperfixations!!!

the fatigue has been so punishing lately but i must push through it

Birthday month for me :D

when u think about it, dark souls is actually a cosmology of kyoto-like

completely shredded my heels trying to "break in" a pair of new shoes that actually ended up just being too small

May wear Gothic Lolita to the vintage market.

silkson g

i love blogging and i love the art i make

it feels like a decent day to get creative!! might pull it off between work and school stuff!!

oh my GOD I want to update this site so bad but I have 5 DIFFERENT CHARACTER PAGES EACH WITH THEIR OWN CONTENT

3 weeks into the semester & im already overwhelmed T_T

stamps in! sleep time

i should cut bangs

sorry if the site is lacking content and none of the buttons work. WIP fr

the leaves are turning brown and i slept from 5pm to 5am

I’m updating my kitchen with a few new cabinets for extra storage space, and I’m excited to head to IKEA!

i listen to Music every day of my life

I'm done my sewing project!!!! My funky jacket is 'done'!!!

we are going to jump the principal for what he did to our schedule

if i ever go back to posting consistently on social media sites take me out old yeller style.

Wassup! I've been listening to NiN as of recently :3

coded for too many hours today, now my eyes are burning kinda bad

Rob the gas station

My little boy be baking them biscuits

lets get these teen hearts beating faster faster!

ill be moving to a new url soon! im not gone!

goddamn i do NOT miss the 2 job grind. it's been a minute but damn this shit sucks

the bazaar made a promise, you see. as if we've ever believed it.

it's so easy to make me happy

fighting for my life

they got my ass doing algae bruh

I keep seeing humming birds around and smiling

but i do wish that i could go to dads place again :(

Man I love trance and progressive house music

hey look over here! i'm still here!

https://bugholdersepiphany.bandcamp.com/ IT IS BANDCAMP FRIDAY COME SUPPORT BUGHOLDERS EPIPHANY

cant wait to go home for the weekend

soso tired this week

fediverse stuff is so confusing but growing censorship is so annoying

Changed the name of my blog to duchess80201, but it means people wont be able to find me easily...

finally going back to japanese classes ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡ no more self-studying for a while!

Ayesha I love you

fishpog.lol greatest of all time

café?

there’s no way I am finally starting watching breaking bad after putting it off for like 2 years or something

slowly but surely (working on a website revamp)

I wanna ask her out but how do you even do that

Hello World

I have like 15+ mosquito bites on my body from camping. Wasn't this much b4 in July. It sucks because my skin's feel easily irritated now.

where doing it man. where MAKING THIS HAPEN

mister rogers how dare you make me cry

i think i'd be a wulf (i think so too)

i love you renoise i love you doofers

this school year is acc ragebaiting me omg

ADD ME ON ANIMAL JAM IM WEREHOUSE

Silksong today

I could fry eggs on my overheating laptop vro

its normal when just LOOKING at school assignments makes you wanna bash your head in and rip your hair out... right?

are you up for the greatest troll of your life? become a trot. if not, do social democracy. if you are a maximalist do both. let's gooooooo

=_= my computer is not fixed.

work has been going well so far. i love my friends. i miss my other friends but i'll see them again soon <3

been into drawing a lot lately, I love to draw :3

i always music

About to start exploding

mostly been posting on bearblog

sometimes you run into an unexplainable issue and all you can do is kill it with javascript

website now under construction :pp

lalalalalalala

college is beating my ass... HARD.

AAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYIWFRGEHDFSJLRNFED9GVHL ZRFJNECVDFZUIRDSEFG

So ready for fall. i need the cold like i need air

school started

okay i’m gonna try to have my life back togheter

extremely funny how the NiGHTS into Dreams soundtrack calls itself the Perfect Album. incredibly confident

I want a cigarette

hhh the last beetle i need spawned and I scared it off...

i can't get myself to finish eclairBOT's refactor

SILKSONG TIME

i need to write a banger

Tweaked the coding of SCENTED to automate the addition of Angels who linked back: https://scented.minty.nu

:3

Every day and night, together we will grow, makin' the most of life, as we hold each other close

SILKING my SONG (not really)

I wanted to take a few days to rest, but alas l I will be forced to work while getting sick. orz Change of seasons kicks my butt...

it's jerk off friday.

It's 🎃Halloweentown Season🎃

Going to have to redo my site from scratch. Should I, perhaps, consider the possibilities of fucking killing myself?

School 😢

SILKSONG YEAAAAAH

Planning movie date with Lily

time for silksong (on gamepass)

fall is coming..

silksong

you'll see...

i have school today

changed my username so this will be inactive for a while!

SILKSONG TODAY !!!!

69k views... nice

love getting punished because i do work quickly.

I should probably update my blog... what do u guys think?

suffering while archiving art

being on social media makes me crash out

im daily driving fedora now im goin linux mode

I love the sound of wind hitting a house and getting that hollow sound

blurrrrrgh

In that stage where everything i draw looks bad, but only because i'm trying new things and they don't look perfect on the first try

nikki my beloved she has a home now

school has started and im Exhausted. maybe the regular routine will help whip me back into shape....heres to hoping

went to dr for care plan - was meh, going to lunch with art group then going to art and not working today and i am glad. i am eepy boy today

A very personal video about My experience with BDD is out on Kofi now https://ko-fi.com/post/How-I-Overcame-My-BDD-M4M11KPH6Y

just one more final interview bro please bro just three more rounds bro just one more takehome bro i'm serious we really value your time bro

went thrifting over the weekend ^^ also hung out with a friend yesterday :D

crazing cake right now

i am strong... i am ready for the cold...

new semester i need to lock in for relational database class

Férias!!

I need a microblog here!

I miss DragonCon already :(