in my "withdraw from everyone" phase of the month. augh i hate it here.

getting silly with it. i say as i start deep-diving into enneagram because my brain said This is what we're hyperfixating on now ok? ok.

i constantly offhandedly say "i need to be medicated" but i mean it. clinging on to this psych referral for dear life. please help me.

okayyy okay i'm sleeping i'm going... no i don't have my sketchbook what are you talking about...

if i could put my fixations to good use like maybe actually doing my work i'd be golden but nOoOo i need to animate my ocs at 5am.

was that worth it? probably not. did i get content of my favorite ocs + ship out of it? hell yeah i did.

my executive dysfunction is genuinely getting so bad i feel trapped. i need to be medicated

how to explain i love these characters so much i want to be with them but i also would not want to be their third *or* theirs individually. i'm confusing myself

i need to stop getting so obsessed with fictional characters...

so obsessed with my ocs i'm using them for my anatomy studies to convince myself to get it done

i'm somehow housing two hyperfixations at once (dolly's factory and TADC)

executive dysfunction so bad i put off sleeping even though i'm tired and bored

i'm only good at taking in information when it isn't even that important (learning my way around making a miraheze wiki rather than doing my damn math work)

project going so well i've made a miraheze wiki for it bc we just have that much going on (currently private thou)

just went through 17776. what a trip. highly recommend

ouwgh. love fixating on my own project

tossed an attempt at voice acting in the server and just walked away because i know my ass ain't getting that role it was just fun to do

kinda forgot to update my status here for like 2 weeks but hi! i'm doing okay.. honestly i think things are gonna be alright

hard at work on Da Project

time is going way too fast and way too slow at the same time somehow?