wait holy shit dude. everything is gonna be ok. maid-chan kills, it's kawaii and cute. blood stained walls after moe moe kyun

new 2 this "Exissitng" thing. any1 let me know good beginner tips thajnks

life is good rn and i guess thats why the flashbacks are crashing over me in waves. they wont stop. i know this is healthy but fuck it hurts

THE ENTIRE STRUCTURE OF MY BRAIN AND ALL MY MEMORIES HAVE CHANGED BEYOND RECOGNITION SINCE STARTING MEDICATION. IM REBORN. IM FUCKING REBORN

i got lost in thought for hours thinking about things i already have figured out but i couldn't stop focusing on my thoughts. fuck

came home to my cat sitting on my bed looking so peaceful and then he was excited i was back. he's my family fr..

oh my fucking god i need to go pick up my meds and buy a new sketchbook but im zombified from exhaustion i need my meds

i used the word "emo" when i was talking to my therapist and she had no idea what it meant HAHAHA 😭😭

god it turns out games are only like 2% code. i will be writing screenplay ass dialogue scripts forever

being exclusively attracted to men is a diseaaaaaaaase

did you know with ptsd u can unlock the secret hard mode of stopping any medication, bc the withdrawals will make you 100x as hypervigilant

I'M NOT LIVING A LIE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shit man. do you ever look upon yourself and realise you've become a functional adult. damn. i'm fully not a kid anymore. feels great

can i talk more about how bo ningen is the best band ever. can i scream about how much i love taigen kawabe. thanks

too much pain to function -> poor nutrition -> worse pain -> too much pain to function -> poor nutrition -> worse pain

my doctor gave me the potion (medication) that makes you feel vaguely sick all the time. hope that's temporary lmao

my game has ended up much more interesting after i cut the scope in half lmao. its about density not quantity

I'M SO PUMPED TO MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE A

sometimes i take my ritalin and then i blink and 2 hours have passed. then i'm like well fuck it's gonna start wearing off soon..

YEEEAAAHHH. woo. earmuffs.