life gets so livable as soon as you listen to a new album and its good. my music taste is so particular, im delighted when i find a good one

i love css because you can look at the docs and read exactly what a property does and then you use it and it has zero effect

AAAAAAAHHHHH YOU'RE DANCING IN MY MIND !!!!! >><??!?!!

im adamant on redoing my website

i can't help shedding tears when i listen to parade by mao sasagawa, feeling shocked and helpless at how something so beautiful could exist

so after all this, drawing is fun again? that's great news! see, i'm smart. i'm a good parent to my brain.

uuuuggghh exhausted. so exhausted and all i can do is KEEP GOING UNTIL THIS ROUGH PATCH IS OVER i hope my family dies

nvmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

nvm, drawing is the most fun thing in the world, and music is good, and art is everything, so it's okay

everything is so fucking boring and i feel nothing let's try to survive this

ohhhhh! dedicating time to drawing is directly correlated with having a renewed will to live. i keep discovering this and then forgetting it

finally configured my drawing tablet for linux, so theoretically i could draw now.......

its okay the misanthropy will once again drain out like an abscess once im not being suffocated every day

tonight i rest. tomorrow i continue working to escape the horrifying death trap im stuck in 🧡

i get how people get sucked into cults. having to talk to my insane family is making me question my sanity

cptsd can be good at saving u money. don't have to buy as much food if you're too high on adrenaline all the time to hold any of it down

yay yay wooooo yay (i want snacks 😔😔)

enriching my life by working on my mao sasagawa shrine. one day it'll rival the library of alexandria in its ferocity (but without the fire)

it can't be good for the body to feel this much residual stress all the time, and it sucks that i can't wave a wand to make it disappear AHH

mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasaga