yay yay wooooo yay (i want snacks 😔😔)

enriching my life by working on my mao sasagawa shrine. one day it'll rival the library of alexandria in its ferocity (but without the fire)

it can't be good for the body to feel this much residual stress all the time, and it sucks that i can't wave a wand to make it disappear AHH

mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasagawa mao sasaga

"this song sounds like a revelatory drug trip. this one just sounds like a carefully worded email" ..i don't get why i hate the songs i hate

my cat loves me 🥹🥹🥹

i don't know if i'm *good* at planning stories, but i'm certainly making the most fun out of it as i possibly can

wait yoooo i could totally try putting linux on my old phone (knowing full well it's gonna run like absolute shit)

ahh. utahime (ft my beloved mao sasagawa) is too good. music is the only good thing in life ^_^ mao sasagawa.....

guy who has constant hair-trigger dissociative episodes ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^

i am addicted to writing qml

oh bro i want to switch from neocities to self-hosting and rewrite my website in php. so much i want to do! too sick to do it fast enough!!!

COUGH HACK COUGH COUGH COUGH FUCK I'M GOING TO THROW UP EVERYWHERE MY FUCKING BODY IS BROKEN

IT'S BEEN 8 FUCKING MONTHS SINCE MY LAST GODOT COMMIT. I SWEAR I'LL BE BACK.

coming to you from ARCH LINUX *explosion sounds* (i've been fucking around in qml for like 8 hours)

ahhhh my linux os is finally reaching a usable state im so excited i just want to work for the next 500 hours straight

.....is my perception of time ever going to go back to normal? i don't know how long it's been wrong but it sure is wrong

MY BRAIN IS GOING INTO OVERDRIVE EVERYTHING IS MOVING SO FAST AND SO SLOW I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING AND NOTHING AS FAST AS POSSIBLE

i don't need this doctor's appointment urgently enough to bother talking to their stupid fucking AI receptionist. eat shit

too distracted marveling at the drums in okina's songs to focus on work. i gotta stop listening to this shit for a bit