aki6 started 6 hours ago and it saved me and my whole family and my cat and my house and my bank and my will to live

AKI6 WILL SAVE ME. AKI6 WILL FIX ME.

its so nice i feel like ive changed more in the past few months than i have in years? to be loved rlly is to be changed

im gonna be happy forever i think

it's so cold

worlds greatest passenger princess making my friends listen to mao sasagawa strange pop (its a wonder we didn't crash the car)

i got new headphones and mao sasagawa sounds so cool thru them..!!!

rlly grateful to my friends. they've been really supportive the past few weeks. maybe with more courage i can feel at home in life

november is a good month, i love november

oh i didn't even realise halloween was today until just now. at 10 pm. as much as i love it, nobody really celebrates it here sob

new city isn't bad. friend showed me around today, she was very excited for me. im so fucking tired.. but im also fine whatever.. zzzzzzz...

the ocean is so pretty today i wish i could stare at it for hours but i have responsibilities

YAYYYYY my geriatric ass drawing tablet survived the move! i was worried it would fall to pieces if i took it off my desk one more time.

fucking moving day kmn. kmn. kmn. kmn. kmn. kmn. kmn. kmn. kmn. (haha jokes. the new place won't have hot water for a while though FUCK)

uuugghhh just kidding moving day was abruptly moved to TOMORROW thanks everyone (<- not prepared) (going to jump into a vat of acid) (FUCK!)

i love living under a rock i keep going out to do errands not realising there's some big event in town everyone but me knows about.

ok

getting shit done would be so much easier if doctors gave me the medicine that makes you never sad ever again

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUGH DID I SERIOUSLY GET SICK WHEN IM MEANT TO BE PACKING UP MY ROOM

moving in 2 weeks <3 to a city that is just as in the middle of nowhere as my current one <3 i better not have to live here my whole life.