oh my fucking god i need to go pick up my meds and buy a new sketchbook but im zombified from exhaustion i need my meds

i used the word "emo" when i was talking to my therapist and she had no idea what it meant HAHAHA 😭😭

god it turns out games are only like 2% code. i will be writing screenplay ass dialogue scripts forever

being exclusively attracted to men is a diseaaaaaaaase

did you know with ptsd u can unlock the secret hard mode of stopping any medication, bc the withdrawals will make you 100x as hypervigilant

I'M NOT LIVING A LIE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shit man. do you ever look upon yourself and realise you've become a functional adult. damn. i'm fully not a kid anymore. feels great

can i talk more about how bo ningen is the best band ever. can i scream about how much i love taigen kawabe. thanks

too much pain to function -> poor nutrition -> worse pain -> too much pain to function -> poor nutrition -> worse pain

my doctor gave me the potion (medication) that makes you feel vaguely sick all the time. hope that's temporary lmao

my game has ended up much more interesting after i cut the scope in half lmao. its about density not quantity

I'M SO PUMPED TO MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE ART MAKE A

sometimes i take my ritalin and then i blink and 2 hours have passed. then i'm like well fuck it's gonna start wearing off soon..

YEEEAAAHHH. woo. earmuffs.

ah!! it's true! i'll never find happiness! it will always be out of reach! i'm impossible to love! woe is me!

yayyy i bought Industrial Grade earmuffs and they're being delivered soon.. these are going to help me be autistic in peace forever. peace😼

drawing doesnt come naturally to me!!! it just doesn't!!! so every sketch i do will look shit, but every render i do will be gorgeous. YEAH!

yeahwhy not. work on the game hours after your meds have worn off. its not like your brain is an overheating old laptop or anything

im... so fucking exhausted with all these appointments every fucking day

uuuuuugghhh medication withdrawals.. i wish pharmacies were open on weekends...