already june 27th and i aint felt no damn pride. this has been my least gay month.

pride month birth month and saddest month wow triple combo jun jun june sahur

terribly alone insane and neurotic with no one who seems to be able to understand what i say, not in an intellectual way, i just talk stupid

alone

kahit kelan naman di naging masaya o okay ang birthday ko eh

you would think me saying I'm gay would make people understand I ONLY like MEN.

wiping someone elses tears while no one is there to wipe mine

i want to be on the receiving end of comfort this time around. its not fair.

nth time in my lifetime where i had to comfort someone while bawling and hyperventilating wishing someone was saying the things i was saying

going through all this pain for fucking NOTHING. Everything amounts to NOTHING. NOTHING ever fucking matters. who the fuck cares.

pride month and im SHAMED for my boundaries awesome

been dealing with the most disingenuous performative allyship ever lol, i know what you are, drop the act.

currently very aware of my physical body and I really dont like it

getting into a cool awesome show and that one fuckass ship is the fandom favorite so i lowkenuinely kill myself

this is all im good for. this is my life and i will die doing this one thing

deadass who do i even talk to who i fucking vent to i have nobody wow this sucks

no one to vent to no one to go to

i dont even have a name. only a purpose

just do your job stupid fucking bitch this is what you get for thinking you deserve anything in this world

i just want to feel like i matter