it doesnt matter how well you do today, you will always get humiliated and put down back to your place.

I'd give all this attention and accolades away if it meant things could feel normal and happy betweeen us again

Lowkey see why alcoholics and drug addicts exist

i just wanted to play my game

"Everybody leaves me" yeah I see why bro.

I really wanted to play my cozyslop tonight

I'm sick and tired of staring at a screen for 16 hours a day

terrible fucking day off lol who the eff CARES.

I just am never allowed to have a mid day always gotta be insanely high or rock bottom low. fuck it all

blehh

who cares

is this really all I am for

hemlocke springs has done it again!!!! be the girl is amazing

I want to go home!

almost a year has passed and I've got nothing to show for it

I miss what it felt like to be in control

scary typhoon,,,

I wish nobody ever bothered to love me, nobody deserves to deal with me. Only I should feel the pain of dealing with my existence

i should be publicly stoned to death

why even bother