think I'm in burnout

like 'buscar' has been tripping me up a lot, because it replaces 3 words in english, and my brain isn't used to having that shortcut in place yet - I have to wear down the grass, so to speak

languages are so fucking cool, but also I hate learning another language - like the pronoun 'se' in spanish - what the actual fuck man, cmon - like, don't get me wrong, it's fascinating to me, but what the fuck - at least I'm starting to understand basic conjugations 🤷

I'm only taking home 64% of what I make, and I don't even have free healthcare

I threw up

almost done with my 37th book of the year 💪

Anne Rice is so clearly transmasc, you can't change my mind

I hope I can actually get to sleep at a decent time today, lack of sleep has been killing me

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired

been reading so much non fiction this year, but rn I'm reading 3 fiction books, I forgot how good it feels to get this engrossed in a book

love me for who I am or get out of my life pease and thank you

genuinely do not understand people who still eat meat

missed an important appt on friday, gotta reschedule tomorrow, and I'm a little worried they'll drop me as a patient for missing the appt

i love vampires

missed my Dr. appt today cause I overslept 🤦🤦🤦 I feel like such an idiot

wanna go hoooooome, this has been the longest work week in my lifeeeeeeeeeee

I don't wanna be at wooooooorkkkk 😭😒🙃😴

that book made me so self aware and self conscious of my food choices, and as someone who had an ED it's wierd it's not unhealthy (yet 🤞) but it's uncomfortable

still haven't gotten my raise that I was guaranteed under contract

putting off writing the blog post I need to write by making a whole new page