i think it's safe to say i feel okay in my new job so yay! i'm happy :)

i feel like dying but like only kind of. so this job is gonna work out i think

what a dream :))

proud to know ya

some calm before the storm kinda stuff

things just get worse and worse

i miss last december in são paulo every time it rains

i miss being healthy.. not having to worry about how tomorrow's going to feel..

it's cold my body hurts all over and my chest feels really tight but i won't let my brain trick me into thinking i can't feel better today

some things in life are just so fucking lonely man

when u wanna be an easy easy by king krule kind of girl but you're eternally doomed to be a has this hit? one

spoke like a shonen mc but that's how you gotta act sometimes

i didn't make it in the good new job. i wanted it to work, i really did. maybe i'm a little weak and that's okay too. i'll grow stronger.

i have to do a long speech..!!! it's not the end of the world!!! i won't let it be!!!

i don't think i'm going to make it in this place guys :( i want it to work so bad but it's been two weeks and i just don't feel okay at all

sometimes no one cares! just you! and you're friends with you too so that's okay

may i look back on these difficult days and feel proud of myself for pulling through!

i know every new job is like this but ahshjdjf everything i do feels WRONG even when i'm reassured it's okay

this new job is so overwhelming... hopefully i'm capable but man...

"i love you. i need to treat you like that's true."