reading: The Rage of Dragons rewatching: TLOU s2 playing: GTA Online drinking: cranberry + Mountain Dew listening: Yuju

brokenhearted over a beautiful song for a specific reason https://bsky.app/profile/heejinsoulyves.com/post/3lvi2agp3is25

I wish my default response/feeling weren't blaming myself and thinking I'm lacking when rly I was the one putting in more effort.

but I have to remind myself: that's not fair to me, and it's not reality. They can reciprocate more. I need to be kinder to myself.

Sometimes when I think about my book club and how I haven't clicked more w/them I get rly angry at myself and blame myself,

& I just haven't clicked with them super deeply. I know I could try harder to hang out w/them but frankly they don't do many fun activities.

I'm thinking about ghosting my book club that I've been going to since October. It's overwhelmingly white; they mostly hang out on Fridays,

Just rewatched Perfect Days, a perfect movie that's quickly become one of my all-time faves https://youtu.be/QzZBbX5A1FA?feature=shared

Blocked 404 Media and their writers on Bluesky. Should've blocked them a long time ago.

I finally watched Ballerina (the John Wick spinoff) and really loved it. The fight scenes especially were more creative than I was expecting

It feels disrespectful. But I have to tell myself it's not personal, and I just have to let it go.

Sometimes I feel rly sad that someone I've reposted a lot on bsky won't follow me back even if we have the same interests

Keep going. Keep going. Keep going.

Trying out thoughts.page: https://heejinsoulyves.thoughts.page/ Lmk (via Bluesky) what you think of it if you've used it! Or make one!

Everyone on status.cafe's homepage, know that your status updates make my day better and I appreciate you

I hope everyone reading this (so, most likely on status.cafe) has a good and resilient day. Fascists and racists die challenge

Hey good people of status.cafe, what do you actually use this site for? I'm always on Bluesky but idk what I should rly use this for...

just waiting for NJZ comeback

Just realized status.cafe has a 140 character limit (sorry, I'm new here) and hmm... It's an adjustment

life is just waiting for the next Friendly Rivalry episode