Wow, work is so boring and nothing matters and omg yeah, I'm totally spiraling.

We're debating building cardboard boxes in this meeting. Not to be confused with bardcord boxes

Well, fuck me, I guess

death's dynamic shroud~~

Watching my friends nerd out and have fun and getting serious FOMO. All my friends from ATL are having a blast. Happy for you guys.

Working on new music to drown out the fascism.

Phew, after like, 4-5 hours I'm halfway done on this Urbanization page. Jesus its so much haha. And it needs more detail stuff!

Yeah, I miss UK Hardcore lol

O, how my soul used to fly...

That feeling like...I do not belong.

I am so tired of being disappointing. I am so tired of hating everything. I am so tired of being bored. I am so tired.

I don't know how much more patience I can have.

Dawg, how do adults call into client meetings with shitty car audio? Like dude, just get to the office and use your headset ffs

I have an hour to kill in the middle of the work day where I must seem productive...hmm...

I thought mandatory "camera on during the Teams call" would've died with COVID, but I guess not.

Falling into a Weather Channel rabbit hole again

Dawg I have GOT to stop looking at my Spotify Artists page

I really need to get my blog set up. I have so much I want to write about.

Just finished filing taxes. I didn't owe much at all, but because I got a 1099 form...$150 of "service" charges. wtf man

Another one of those days filled with doubt, guilt, and general discouragement. Making art for 20 years and still no following.