Existence is beautiful, if you let it be. Life is not a question. There does not need to be an answer.

Back on IRC, back in the gym, but also back in the office. 2 steps forward, 1 step back.

The days go quickly, empty and devoid. Soon, there is nothing behind me, and as such there is nothing in front of me. A purely liminal life.

I've been at work for 30 minutes and I'm already out of stuff to do and am bored as hell

Wow, work is so boring and nothing matters and omg yeah, I'm totally spiraling.

We're debating building cardboard boxes in this meeting. Not to be confused with bardcord boxes

Well, fuck me, I guess

death's dynamic shroud~~

Watching my friends nerd out and have fun and getting serious FOMO. All my friends from ATL are having a blast. Happy for you guys.

Working on new music to drown out the fascism.

Phew, after like, 4-5 hours I'm halfway done on this Urbanization page. Jesus its so much haha. And it needs more detail stuff!

Yeah, I miss UK Hardcore lol

O, how my soul used to fly...

That feeling like...I do not belong.

I am so tired of being disappointing. I am so tired of hating everything. I am so tired of being bored. I am so tired.

I don't know how much more patience I can have.

Dawg, how do adults call into client meetings with shitty car audio? Like dude, just get to the office and use your headset ffs

I have an hour to kill in the middle of the work day where I must seem productive...hmm...

I thought mandatory "camera on during the Teams call" would've died with COVID, but I guess not.

Falling into a Weather Channel rabbit hole again