This addiction isn’t what I truly want

I didn’t eat dinner the past two days

Currently feeling overwhelmed and nervously unregulated

Watched my post on loop playing if it only gets better by joji and started bawling. It gets better from here.

I’m going to do whatever I can to succeed.

If it only gets better. It does. It will.

My heart feels so full I can’t stop my eyes from tearing up

I’m freezing !

Need to get my shit together..

I want this to work so badly.

I’m addicted to playing right now… makes me wish i was unemployed again..

I love streaming so much

I love streaming so much

I feel genuine happiness (with a bit of anxiety creeping in)

Realized I am capable of being bitch if u make me one

I miss making art

I’ve been so used to belittling myself and my accomplishments and anls allowed other people to do the same for so long. Today that ends.

Invited a long time friend over to my new apartment and it was not a pleasant experience

Haven’t played with friends lately but that’s okay.

hanging outside with friends for three days straight..