Being noticed by big names and other content creators in the scene gives me so much anxiety.. but I can’t be scared forever

Streamed yesterday ..

I want to change drastically overnight

I miss playing core keeper sometimes..

My biggest fear is not starting a project. It’s not ever finishing it.

Overflowing once again with grand crazy ideas and concepts that will marinade in my head for years to come

Why is it that I feel the most productive and driven a few days before my period and sometimes during it …

From learning AE to wanting to make twitch stream widgets.. to wanting to make small games.. relax girly !!

It’s 6am and I am overflowing with inspiration and drive.. and it’s always during my period

Learning AE at 5am just to animate an emote

My first client (an amazing Spider-Man OTP streamer with 100+ ccv btw) wants another batch I’m dying !!!!

I just finished my first ACTUAL emote commission that isn’t from friends and I want to cry of happiness

I wonder if feeling this much happiness is a crime

Whenever I’m squealing and overflowing with happiness I wonder if it’s really alright to feel this way

When something really good happens and I feel extremely happy, I sometimes wonder if I’m allowed to feel this way

Guys I got randomly hit on the airport.. I was just chilling waiting for my parents..

I cleaned a little bit and I feel proud of myself :)

Small baby steps :)

I didn’t stream.. on my anniversary..

I want a laptop :/