Even with my meds, I still feel paralyzed

I miss myself

I miss playing games..

When I feel productive, motivated, inspired, and energized all at the same time.. that’s how I know I’m about to get my period

The desire to start a business is at its all time peak..

The desire to acquire games from my wishlist is coming back.. despite my never ending backlog..

I’ve been seeing pokopia nonstop on my Twitter feed thank god I’m not obsessed with cute cozy games anymore..

Being noticed by big names and other content creators in the scene gives me so much anxiety.. but I can’t be scared forever

Streamed yesterday ..

I want to change drastically overnight

I miss playing core keeper sometimes..

My biggest fear is not starting a project. It’s not ever finishing it.

Overflowing once again with grand crazy ideas and concepts that will marinade in my head for years to come

Why is it that I feel the most productive and driven a few days before my period and sometimes during it …

From learning AE to wanting to make twitch stream widgets.. to wanting to make small games.. relax girly !!

It’s 6am and I am overflowing with inspiration and drive.. and it’s always during my period

Learning AE at 5am just to animate an emote

My first client (an amazing Spider-Man OTP streamer with 100+ ccv btw) wants another batch I’m dying !!!!

I just finished my first ACTUAL emote commission that isn’t from friends and I want to cry of happiness

I wonder if feeling this much happiness is a crime