yizzle

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About

Game developer, artist, and computer science student. On a medical leave and hiatus since Feb 2026.

Welcome to my public notes app featuring thoughts on my chronic illness and the yearning for creative fulfillment

Page is dark and yellow tinted due to migraines.

Background art: Elysium by Awetos

Guts from Berserk walking into the light, in reference to Maximus' death in Gladiator as he imagines passing through Elysium and reuniting with his wife and child.

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yizzle 🙂 20 days ago

My game will be free forever and no subscriptions and have offline version so you keep it. I do it for the love of the game.

yizzle 🙂 21 days ago

When you realize how long it takes to make a single asset or a mechanic you weep for bad games because it shows contempt for the craft

yizzle 🙂 21 days ago

Yes I am afraid of criticism. My only option is to make my game the best I can that any criticism it has is a genuine blind spot

yizzle 🙂 21 days ago

Why must request and reply both start with r

yizzle 🙂 22 days ago

Judgmental people have either the most easiest and sheltered lives, or the most chaotic and miserable ones. No in-between.

yizzle 🙂 22 days ago

I do not use AI. I simply use auto complete because I am too dumb of a programmer to integrate Claude.

yizzle 🙂 22 days ago

Perfection is admired but the flawed are loved.

yizzle 🙂 22 days ago

I asked for greatness. I got trauma. I asked for wisdom. I got trauma twice. I asked for character. All adversity!

yizzle 🙂 22 days ago

Ur telling me this super complex "Genshin detected you cheated" math is just one freaking function that everyone uses?!

yizzle 🙂 22 days ago

Of course. Why wouldn't the 4chan crypto bro not be fascinated by anticheat cryptography.

yizzle 🙂 23 days ago

To love is the understand and to hate is to not understand. If you love gamedev, you will seek to understand code.

yizzle 🙂 24 days ago

When you die you go to your last save point. Your last save was the last time you were happy.

yizzle 🙂 24 days ago

I love to suck at programming.

yizzle 🙂 24 days ago

when you get good, you become fast. but if you prioritize fast, you become bad.

yizzle 🙂 24 days ago

the difference between me and chagibbity is that I don't error check. by that I mean, I don't clog my code up w edge cases that won't happen

yizzle 🙂 25 days ago

gotta pay $69 for hot-reload for something that Unity should've had built in.

yizzle 🙂 25 days ago

are you a real developer if you don't have anything to complain about?

yizzle 🙂 25 days ago

passion is pain and to love is to hurt and hurting is a 20s compile time.

yizzle 🙂 27 days ago

Don't try to win. Try to be yourself. Because thats the real prize.

yizzle 🙂 27 days ago

Showing how little you need shouldn't be something youre proud of.

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