me: comic making takes way too long I could never be a comic artist *spends 90 hours developing a game*

Brain rotted so hard that my idea of entertainment is meditating for an hour

Our personalities are just a cloak.

My first success was by luck, but my second one by determination.

How lucky I am that I am superstitious of numbers so that everything I do always lands on 3, 7 or 10

the more you suffer, the more compensation you demand, and the more compensation you demand, the more pressure you experience

My beloved project is going through it's ugly "trust the process" phase and its terrible 2's

When you dont want to watch drama, downfalls, exposes, anymore... and watch cozy language learning channels. Is this healing?

Do you think I will be fluent first in this new language or I will finish my game first?

Anxiety is energy. And exercise is relaxing.

Saying I wont work on my craft unless it is a success is like people expecting love just for being nice to people.

Wtf you mean the antiepileptics I was on for 5 years and magically weaned off of when I moved out was seizures due to stress ?!

Your assumptions are the vessel for receiving

The secret to consistency is not discipline but to look at it like a comforting and enjoyable routine

*eats a chocolate sm'ores crepe for lunch and codes* god I am so cool

Having chronic illness is like having parts of your body and brain paywalled

Me: i must have low iq then if I cant make a game and its been 7 years also me: learns blender, learns database, learns network and cybersec

First copyright laws and now spiritual laws have really pushed the limits of my creativity to come up with my own ip. *grumbles/laughs*

Well its a good thing games take literally months to years to make because I just found out you're not allowed to draw the sephirot

Low self esteem actually means a low capacity to receive the abundance life has ready for you. Tiny vessel. Must expand vessel.