yizzle

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Game developer, artist, and computer science student. On a medical leave and hiatus since Feb 2026.

Welcome to my public notes app featuring thoughts on my chronic illness and the yearning for creative fulfillment

Page is dark and yellow tinted due to migraines.

Background art: Elysium by Awetos

Guts from Berserk walking into the light, in reference to Maximus' death in Gladiator as he imagines passing through Elysium and reuniting with his wife and child.

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yizzle 🙂 27 days ago

I stopped being so direct because it intimidated people. I stopped overexplaining myself and went back to being direct.We've gone full circl

yizzle 🙂 28 days ago

The only person you ever have to be accountable for is you. Its all you.

yizzle 🙂 28 days ago

If you've never picked on anyone, youre probably really hot.

yizzle 🙂 28 days ago

I said God make me funny again and he took away my looks.

yizzle 🙂 28 days ago

To be good at something means to feel incompetent all the time because you can see how it could be better.

yizzle 🙂 28 days ago

The reward for taking short cuts is short term gain for long term pain.

yizzle 🙂 28 days ago

The reward for doing things the right way is short term pain for longer term clarity, confidence and speed. The reward for taking shortcuts-

yizzle 🙂 29 days ago

If I just ignore it, it will go away right?

yizzle 🙂 30 days ago

The more they charge the shittier the product

yizzle 🙂 30 days ago

The caged bird boasts about its golden cage because it envies the wild birds freedom.

yizzle 🙂 30 days ago

How thankful I am for divine intervention that gave me this RCT obsession which lead to solving the isometric sprites problem i had

yizzle 🙂 30 days ago

Accomplishments are like dicks. Everyone knows you have one but the more you talk about it the smaller they think it is.

yizzle 🙂 30 days ago

The funny thing about people with no self awareness is they dont know you can tell they dont have self awareness (this goes for me too)

yizzle 🙂 31 days ago

Anyway dont listen to me unless youre in my very specific situation and even then you'd be too arrogant to warrant advice

yizzle 🙂 31 days ago

It has to want to be saved in order to be saved.

yizzle 🙂 31 days ago

Everytime I try to save money I end up losing more. No you cannot SAVE money. Money is meant to be used. It cannot be saved.

yizzle 🙂 31 days ago

2 more weeks until the lab until 1 month for the revisit until the next lab until the next visit until braces until surgery.

yizzle 🙂 31 days ago

When you say God, I want to learn internal validation, and he said "bet" and takes everything away from you so you have to learn to be happy

yizzle 🙂 31 days ago

Nope I will not check the results. All validation comes from internal.

yizzle 🙂 31 days ago

I am very humble. In fact, I think I'm the humblest person there is. I think I' better at being humble than everyone. Im winning at this.

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