I stopped being so direct because it intimidated people. I stopped overexplaining myself and went back to being direct.We've gone full circl
yizzle
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Game developer, artist, and computer science student. On a medical leave and hiatus since Feb 2026.
Welcome to my public notes app featuring thoughts on my chronic illness and the yearning for creative fulfillment
Page is dark and yellow tinted due to migraines.
Background art: Elysium by Awetos
Guts from Berserk walking into the light, in reference to Maximus' death in Gladiator as he imagines passing through Elysium and reuniting with his wife and child.
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The only person you ever have to be accountable for is you. Its all you.
If you've never picked on anyone, youre probably really hot.
I said God make me funny again and he took away my looks.
To be good at something means to feel incompetent all the time because you can see how it could be better.
The reward for taking short cuts is short term gain for long term pain.
The reward for doing things the right way is short term pain for longer term clarity, confidence and speed. The reward for taking shortcuts-
If I just ignore it, it will go away right?
The more they charge the shittier the product
The caged bird boasts about its golden cage because it envies the wild birds freedom.
How thankful I am for divine intervention that gave me this RCT obsession which lead to solving the isometric sprites problem i had
Accomplishments are like dicks. Everyone knows you have one but the more you talk about it the smaller they think it is.
The funny thing about people with no self awareness is they dont know you can tell they dont have self awareness (this goes for me too)
Anyway dont listen to me unless youre in my very specific situation and even then you'd be too arrogant to warrant advice
It has to want to be saved in order to be saved.
Everytime I try to save money I end up losing more. No you cannot SAVE money. Money is meant to be used. It cannot be saved.
2 more weeks until the lab until 1 month for the revisit until the next lab until the next visit until braces until surgery.
When you say God, I want to learn internal validation, and he said "bet" and takes everything away from you so you have to learn to be happy
Nope I will not check the results. All validation comes from internal.
I am very humble. In fact, I think I'm the humblest person there is. I think I' better at being humble than everyone. Im winning at this.