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yizzle
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Game developer, artist, and computer science student. On a medical leave and hiatus since Feb 2026.
Welcome to my public notes app featuring thoughts on my chronic illness and the yearning for creative fulfillment
Page is dark and yellow tinted due to migraines.
Background art: Elysium by Awetos
Guts from Berserk walking into the light, in reference to Maximus' death in Gladiator as he imagines passing through Elysium and reuniting with his wife and child.
Statuses
Extraordinary circumstances requrie supernatural solutions
I've had a lot happen to me. But I'm still alive. And if I'm still alive, I can still fight and so long as I keep standing I can still win.
I suffer, but I am alive.
Character outweighs wealth.
If it is your destiny, nothing can stop you.
I just want to buy her everything.
String cheese? Disgusting. Horrible. Who would eat that. MELTED MOZZY STICKS?! Amazing. Life affirming. Revolutionary.
In our culture we call this "a bad time"
Maybe what some people mean by vulnerable they mean ashamed and imperfect.
If I think of physical health as a skill maybe it will encourage me to stop treating it like a talent.
We dont live in reality. We live in a reconstruction of it based on beliefs and biases inside our heads.
Being successful is about doing what's best for you in every season
Code as if people will crack open your compiled code like its open source anyway. They'll see my hundreds of tiny little files.
I have such a headache. Missing the first 2 days of class. I feel like such a bad student
When you were little and you imagined a little man inside the TV, it turns out that little man is real.Its how your brain perceives reality.
When you understand social media is Plato's Allegory of the Cave...
Real gamedev is watching a YouTube video on how steam engines work because I refuse to use AI to generate even concept art of my machine
The Chicken Littles saying "software engineering is over" is gatekeeping how vital and important this job is.
The secret it turns out is not to get to the end, but to find a journey worth going on.