yizzle

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Game developer, artist, and computer science student. On a medical leave and hiatus since Feb 2026.

Welcome to my public notes app featuring thoughts on my chronic illness and the yearning for creative fulfillment

Page is dark and yellow tinted due to migraines.

Background art: Elysium by Awetos

Guts from Berserk walking into the light, in reference to Maximus' death in Gladiator as he imagines passing through Elysium and reuniting with his wife and child.

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yizzle 🙂 52 days ago

Very blessed to be plagued by the lack of achieving my very important goal in life

yizzle 🙂 53 days ago

When you dislike a person, every little thing they do bothers you. Does that mean the root of perfectionism is you dont like yourself?

yizzle 🙂 53 days ago

Stayed the night at a shelter. 2/10 do not recommend unless you like souls like games.

yizzle 🙂 54 days ago

The prize for meeting others expectations is Lou Gehrigs' disease. (Currently reading when the body says no)

yizzle 🙂 54 days ago

A child's purpose is to be exactly the opposite of what their parents wanted.

yizzle 🙂 55 days ago

Why must the artist only come out when im depressed?

yizzle 🙂 56 days ago

Suffering is the school for humor.

yizzle 🙂 56 days ago

Me to brain: who's paying you to be this depressed? Are you getting paid for spinning everything in such a negative light?

yizzle 🙂 56 days ago

day 1 of actually developing with tailwind... :(

yizzle 🙂 56 days ago

FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE. CRYING AND BEGGING FOR A CRUMB OF CSS. TAILWIND, WHAT BOWELS OF HELL DID YOU COME FROM?!

yizzle 🙂 56 days ago

WHAT THE FUCK THIS UDEMY COURSE IS SOLVING PROBLEMS IVE BEEN GOOGLING ALL YEAR. The real gacha is Udemy

yizzle 🙂 58 days ago

How old were you when you found out rich people pretend to be poor?

yizzle 🙂 58 days ago

My brain when I am drawing: I cant believe im so talented im so fucking good My brain all other times: my life is going nowhere im a loser

yizzle 🙂 58 days ago

Can't believe I lied and said I could do it bc I wanted the money and then ended up being capable anyway out of not wanting to give up

yizzle 🙂 59 days ago

*laughs maniacally* ugly wins again!!! (Seeing multiple videos on how ugly websites are better for UX)

yizzle 🙂 59 days ago

Why the fuck am I watching videos on webdesign this is unemployed behavior.

yizzle 🙂 59 days ago

If at first it don't turn out right, you just draw it again. Eventually you'll get there.

yizzle 🙂 59 days ago

Doll girls scare me because you know they have standards.

yizzle 🙂 59 days ago

Me: omg how did this turn out so good?! Also me: because I'm a master artist. (In my comfort zone)

yizzle 🙂 59 days ago

help! I've become a real developer ! When did this happen?!

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