challenging day at the studio. rewarding at the same time. i remember now why i used to chainsmoke when making art. could have used a cigarette earlier lol.

marley didn't eat dinner tonight; worried about her, but she's acting normal otherwise. charlie OTOH scarfed his down and proceeded to projectile vomit an hour later. that boy...

gonna make a cheeseburger

finally back at the library <3

dissociated thru my entire shift tonight lol

been tweaking for dopamine like nobody's business this week...what seasonal depression does to a mf

Woke up easier today than I did yesterday. Did some tidying, showered. Gonna do some coding, work on a blog post, and then maybe tackle my guestbook!

looking for html/css templates that match old youtube profiles...since https://www.bitview.net/ isn't accepting new accoutns i'm gonna make my own "channel" on my site

finally got around to answering some emails! now i just need to work through my guestbook messages...

bought reese's oreos tonight....they're ok i guess. i was expecting better tbh

my chronic illness has been flaring up bad again. easy to forget that i can't hold myself to the same standards that i used to before i got sick. i guess it's a lesson in patience and self-compassion, if nothing else.

been feeling tired and rundown the past few days

i was not productive

been screwing around in astro for hours...time to lock tf in and actually be productive lol

i can't believe it....they gentrified my local walmart

i want a cigarette so bad rn

need to get back into death metal

i feel like if skibidi toilet came out when i was a kid it wouldve given me nightmares lmao

i keep buying generic walmart brand snacks and im always surprised when they taste like shit and upset my stomach

not feeling great tonight