done cleaning!!

deep cleaning like mad today...exhausted, but nearly done!

listening to Pretty. Odd. in the year of our lord 2025 A.D., still feeling sad about the 2008 P!ATD split

listening to a song I showed my ex-gf when I was 18. it holds all the heart and hurt from that age. got me misty-eyed still, 10 years later

it's dysphoria hours ig

theres too much I wanna write about!!!! ahhhh I can't make up my mind

Finally burnt out on webdev for a bit...honestly relieved. Now I can get back to my other hobbies lol. I've been wanting to write for ages.

ngl fam I just showered for the first time after like 4 days; I imagine this is how born-again Christians feel when they're, yk...born again

haha...nvm....i know astro now (but fr this time!)

nvm I'm a moron....astro is hard ):

figured out how to use astro....y'all ain't ready

https://xavierhm.com/home please vote on my "should I get a mullet?" poll

feeling down tonight

new mala beads and incense came in today; can't wait to do some meditation and chanting tomorrow morning

My site for binary trans men is finally live! If interested, please visit: https://transmen.online/

at the library with a full thermos of coffee, coding/writing as it gently rains outside....days like this are what make life good

feeling depressed and lethargic today

bought a new candle today...salted coconut and mahogany

Have to go on an unexpected drive today. Trying to not be grumpy about it; maybe it'll help me clear my head...

watched the new episode of South Park....it was AMAZING. so glad they Went There.