my chronic illness has been flaring up bad again. easy to forget that i can't hold myself to the same standards that i used to before i got sick. i guess it's a lesson in patience and self-compassion, if nothing else.

been feeling tired and rundown the past few days

i was not productive

been screwing around in astro for hours...time to lock tf in and actually be productive lol

i can't believe it....they gentrified my local walmart

i want a cigarette so bad rn

need to get back into death metal

i feel like if skibidi toilet came out when i was a kid it wouldve given me nightmares lmao

i keep buying generic walmart brand snacks and im always surprised when they taste like shit and upset my stomach

not feeling great tonight

type of night and the type of mood where I listen to Spiderland on repeat and wallow...constructively

feeling too cooped up to finish blogging or writing....gonna take a break and go to the woods or st

scored some threads from goodwill, got an iced coffee, now I'm at the library chilling...life is good

just watched my kitty daughter kill & eat a bug

can't sleep ;__; guess I'll work on my website

I finally built a blog for my website....it made me wanna commit suicide but I finally did it...hooray (cries)

me a few months ago: it sure would be fun to make my own website! me now: *noises of agonizing suffering*

thinking about moving my blog from bearblog to my website now that I can upload everything from my terminal thru Astro

back to work today....

moved my entire website to Astro...I'm exhausted lmfao but!!! it's finally DONE