been sick the past fwe days... im so over it

back at my safe space (the library)

bought some chocolate covered graham crackers today...those things FUCK

time to crack open a cold one (it's coconut la croix)

had the second-worst ever shift tonight at work, plus i'm coming down with a fever. hopefully theraflu (lemsip for u brits) will nip it in the bud

listening to infinity on high on repeat while cleaning

bought some sweet n salty popcorn

i tried relaxing but it just made me stress out lmfao

i love alex g

really bad chronic illness flare tonight....can't sleep and i'm in so much pain... sigh

life is hard sometimes. but i know that it will all be okay eventually.

been trying to get more active on spacehey, if u have an account u should add me https://spacehey.com/xavierhm

i can't watch dress to impress playthrus bc i get pissed off at the fashion choices. i put like 500 hours into the bratz games as a kid so i know what real style looks like, these hoes could never

challenging day at the studio. rewarding at the same time. i remember now why i used to chainsmoke when making art. could have used a cigarette earlier lol.

marley didn't eat dinner tonight; worried about her, but she's acting normal otherwise. charlie OTOH scarfed his down and proceeded to projectile vomit an hour later. that boy...

gonna make a cheeseburger

finally back at the library <3

dissociated thru my entire shift tonight lol

been tweaking for dopamine like nobody's business this week...what seasonal depression does to a mf

Woke up easier today than I did yesterday. Did some tidying, showered. Gonna do some coding, work on a blog post, and then maybe tackle my guestbook!