wish it was still cool to like homestuck w/o supporting hussie & now vivziepop lol i miss it sometimes JUST a little

sorry. i hope i didn't make anyone also spiral a little. it's hard to contain so much grief

times like these make me miss my dad, too, the abusive pos; i hate the way you can miss ppl who literally hurt you for fun

recovering is really hard. i have better support now but my stupid brain keeps torturing me with the "what-if's"

i just wanna bawl about it like why do i miss someone who made a point of twisting the knife every time they hurt me

thinking ab how i spent like 7 or more years letting someone emotionally abuse me

Ok going 4 my 3rd MRI wish me luck or whatever

BIG STEPPA *camera pans down & shows u my worn-out vans*

Dude like getting tired of dumping money into pkmn for half-finished games rly does make u immune to hype ig. The lizard is ok i guess

went to the dr and found out im growing more cool stuff but like don't worry because it just means i'm becoming More

in the lobby at the dr office trying to avoid thinking ab traumas i need to work thru KEEP it together we are in PUBLIC!!!

Me and my 1000 errands today

Save me ENA, ENA save me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8NZdyiY37A

"Someday you will find friends who won't ever leave you." "I WANT TO LIVE!"

i hear the drums of liberation!!!

once again remembering that time someone told me catra x adora wasn't canon in she-ra. like.

They already have his ashes ready for me.

Almost time to celebrate Fr-high-day

ice cream makes everything better .....