taking myself to the book store and maaaaaaybe the brewery today

& really, I don’t know the first thing about myself

had to hand the phone off while making my friends take a warrior cats quiz bc I was laughing so hard I couldn’t speak

ooooooougghhhh I need the strength to update this resume

talked myself into going to the dance social but now I am talking myself out of it again…I’m a cowaaaaaard (& a bad dancer)

wish desperately I could find my old xanga account

overly emotional about the hand-made mug my friend gave me; it’s so perfect for coffee AND soup

me vs my attachment to characters who are deeply oblivious to (or willfully avoidant of) how much others care about them

so weird to meet my friends’ babies / kids. whoa. hi, small human being with developing thoughts and feelings and opinions

egg shell chrysalis apple core entropy bird song pendulum sundial solstice fig tree adder stone sea foam shadow

I miss my D&D character

honestly I think I’m coming around on StoryGraph - I really like the tagging system

long weekend, I love u

maybe it’s just that I’m a creature of habit but I struggle with changing things on the blog, even if I think the change is good

moomins on the brain

I’m plastic-wrapped in apathy and cannot wiggle my way out rn

forgot my headphones, so I can’t audiobook while I work today…🫠

al is sick rn, so I’ve been sitting by him while he eats. wil is NOT happy about this “preferential treatment” & cries until I sit with her

(avoiding eye contact with my responsibilities) maybe I should learn shorthand, that could be so useful

feeling a bit lost