al is sick rn, so I’ve been sitting by him while he eats. wil is NOT happy about this “preferential treatment” & cries until I sit with her

(avoiding eye contact with my responsibilities) maybe I should learn shorthand, that could be so useful

feeling a bit lost

friend told me that she always thought I “exuded cat energy” even when I was very much in my ‘not a cat fan’ phase. crazy intuition??

had so much fun yesterday but am battling the WORST case of post-event embarrassment; I should not be allowed to talk to anyone ever

for most tasks, I overestimate the difficulty. not laundry. laundry seems like a 1 hour event, but is really 85 mini-tasks & 3000 years long

lie on the bed with the lights off. the sun comes thru enough to illuminate, but it’s still quietly dim. wind chimes are singing outside.

too tangled up in doubts

the way my tortie will always leave if I instigate a cuddle, but then come back to wedge herself under my arm & sleep for an hour

(bad week) —> (new chappell roan song) —> (good week)

sometimes stuff really sucks…but at least it’s my cats’ birthday tomorrow, so maybe I’ll get them some fun treats to celebrate

first hummingbird of the season!!!!!

sometimes u learn a sad lesson about undeveloped film & airport x-rays machines in real time (I was so excited about those photooooos 😭)

back to the 45:10 method for the weekend family event: socialize for 45min in an arc, disappear for 10 to recharge, repeat on loop

friend: I thought it would thrill you to know that I made a reservation • me: it REALLY does

amazing what the weather will do for my mood I am utterly unstoppable right now

too much coffee

life is so good!!!!!!!! <— (friendship is my bread and butter)

sitting in the sunshine & it’s everything to me

I can live a thousand lives, / but not all of them are good / - and this one still life / waits patiently / behind me.