fomo about the future for preferences you can't change nor force

making rational choices in response to my persistent irrational choices and going insane

This life of mine is so full of waste I can't stop thinking about how to counteract that

there was a Nintendo direct? saw mario stuff on sale... got itchy and went "oo I'm itchy I'm itchy".... stonepa come back :((

feeling repulsed by this (my) body/consciousness combo

hormonal acne? feeling doomer... slight lower abdomen pain? *majora's mask countdown screen*

I wanna rp so bad but I know I won't be able to keep up with it :(

thank god I have aphantasia I'd get so into daydreaming itd become delusion if I could picture it all

can't stop looking at old tech like I know I probably just want it for novelty but ughhhhh I love amassing shit I don't need

nothing will ever be enough but i hope one day it will be

Headache so bad I can feel it in my teeth but no drink nearby for my aspirin and I refuse to get up so I suffer

had an amazing time playing games with some friends and an ex? wowee thats awesome things can heal

Minor inconvenience born from a tired mistake? More like end of my world I cannot stay in this body anymore am I right (:

lets go sobbing my eyes out at 4am party

waiting for people to realize I am who I show myself to be and it isn't an act

vibes so abysmal it quiets the group chat

I don't need tupperware the whole container is going in the fridge, no matter what it is (it will be awful to eat tomorrow)

the second i can articulate my wants and have the courage to bring them forward its over for those close to me

having gay thoughts (let's goooooo)

Life is so much more worth when theres nothing to do so you can do anything...