i cant keep doing this... ruining everything for everyone and being miserable... but i cant make a change... so what if i just isolate...

We argued about shapes and lines and sides in the office life is good

imposter syndrome but no one with relevant criteria can snap me out of it

my neck hurts + I'm exhausted + I'm disgusting + I'm ugly + I'm stupid + I don't care about anything ((:

is this what community and belonging and fun feels like <3

isolating and lonely but the thought of comfort and being with others feels like i light i dont want to work to reach

wow that feels real... a complete lack of drive and want for anything, feeling the distance and not wanting to close it... its so over...

why am i ugly + is that what it feels like to care and miss and yearn

fomo about the future for preferences you can't change nor force

making rational choices in response to my persistent irrational choices and going insane

This life of mine is so full of waste I can't stop thinking about how to counteract that

there was a Nintendo direct? saw mario stuff on sale... got itchy and went "oo I'm itchy I'm itchy".... stonepa come back :((

feeling repulsed by this (my) body/consciousness combo

hormonal acne? feeling doomer... slight lower abdomen pain? *majora's mask countdown screen*

I wanna rp so bad but I know I won't be able to keep up with it :(

thank god I have aphantasia I'd get so into daydreaming itd become delusion if I could picture it all

can't stop looking at old tech like I know I probably just want it for novelty but ughhhhh I love amassing shit I don't need

nothing will ever be enough but i hope one day it will be

Headache so bad I can feel it in my teeth but no drink nearby for my aspirin and I refuse to get up so I suffer

had an amazing time playing games with some friends and an ex? wowee thats awesome things can heal