things will end up well :3

being the cunty alt girl fixing the technology in the philosophy course is making me want to be aliiiive

Not just saying but believing my friends love me and I didn't embarrass myself because I was at worst a little annoying but happy

listening to dubstep and russian hardbass and the payday 2 soundtrack to do my serious work is sooooo me

hey so um whats happiness and excitement and being cute and whats like manic grasping at anything and being insanely annoying

cuntiest bitch at the doctor's office

Jumpscare nightmare have I overstepped

when your work feels juvenile and useless but maybe you just need a little walk or to balance ur hormones out

Resisting the urge to tell everyone I'm on my period

first paper of the semester... a phenomenology of surprise... i'm so excited :3

what's the line between supportive and cute and annoying and creepy *sigh*

I wanna get better but I don't wany anyone to know something's wrong...

forced to be seen a certain way because people cant see past my body and realize anything im communicating. but i also do nothing to stop it

What does it mean to be seen? To be cared for? To trust and believe someone understands the same comfort you derive from their presence?

it's sad(?) that people aren't familiar with being the target of personal kindness and care to the end that I become a focal point to them

I want closure... but I can't stand to tear open those wounds again

new phone goofin but the wifi chip in the old one burned (guy said it couldve burned a hole in my pocket) so transferring data with a cable

my phone is broken this is ruining my bimbocore y2k vibes (please be okay enough to let me uber to the phone store tomorrow)

taking anticipatory resoluteness to its extreme and refusing to promise anything anymore because you've become so unpredictable

i cant keep doing this... ruining everything for everyone and being miserable... but i cant make a change... so what if i just isolate...