I'm like a reptile and my roommates are killing me (idk if we even have heating or if they like it cold, I refuse to change the thermostat)

feelings are stupid and ugly and I need to think of the positive rather than the negation and appreciate what I have

When you draw two really flattering eyeliner shapes but they are totally different from each other and not in an artsy way...

why cant things be nice all the time why must they be real i wonder, crashing out because im eepy

things will end up well :3

being the cunty alt girl fixing the technology in the philosophy course is making me want to be aliiiive

Not just saying but believing my friends love me and I didn't embarrass myself because I was at worst a little annoying but happy

listening to dubstep and russian hardbass and the payday 2 soundtrack to do my serious work is sooooo me

hey so um whats happiness and excitement and being cute and whats like manic grasping at anything and being insanely annoying

cuntiest bitch at the doctor's office

Jumpscare nightmare have I overstepped

when your work feels juvenile and useless but maybe you just need a little walk or to balance ur hormones out

Resisting the urge to tell everyone I'm on my period

first paper of the semester... a phenomenology of surprise... i'm so excited :3

what's the line between supportive and cute and annoying and creepy *sigh*

I wanna get better but I don't wany anyone to know something's wrong...

forced to be seen a certain way because people cant see past my body and realize anything im communicating. but i also do nothing to stop it

What does it mean to be seen? To be cared for? To trust and believe someone understands the same comfort you derive from their presence?

it's sad(?) that people aren't familiar with being the target of personal kindness and care to the end that I become a focal point to them

I want closure... but I can't stand to tear open those wounds again