lets go sobbing my eyes out at 4am party

waiting for people to realize I am who I show myself to be and it isn't an act

vibes so abysmal it quiets the group chat

I don't need tupperware the whole container is going in the fridge, no matter what it is (it will be awful to eat tomorrow)

the second i can articulate my wants and have the courage to bring them forward its over for those close to me

having gay thoughts (let's goooooo)

Life is so much more worth when theres nothing to do so you can do anything...

scrolling through bands' discographies seeing that they made new music, missing being a fan of things...

giving myself the ick by being a monster then letting that melt into vulnerability (both parts are making me cringe)

i cant stand routine bro, especially when it bring monotony and averageness

how can it be possible to be this scared + wasted all day over nothing combo is crazy

Haunted by the thought of doing this alone...

In a dumbass attempt to be nice I think I have committed a complete social blunder

Getting nostalgic thinking about titanfall...

how can there be so much shame for a body i feel so disconnected from

Can I, by sheer willpower, overcome the yearning for a bad habit?

"oh god nothing is worth it" I say ominously close to getting my period

uninspired at best, lazy at worst... but i dodge making progress as I head to bed

When ur makeup is pretty but ur not... come on broooooo

vanilla frosting lip balm and lavender lemongrass hand cream helping me drift off to sleep (: