I obviously can't take care of myself how am I supposed to do things for others? how does the resentment leave me?

I cant stop the tears from forming in my eyes bro I don't even know what the exact problem is it's just like everything. Fuck these hormones

my tribal chief...

How can I be the most ugly bitter person to ever exist like what is my problem?

I have to plan my life in advance bro what is thaaaat

when you thought you'd be like they would be and now they ARE that and you've abandoned everything you thought you'd care for

mmmmm green apple gatorade

i pray that the me of tomorrow will do what i couldnt manage ALL WEEKEND

My soul is on hibernation but time is moving and I have things to do

I've gotten so good at starting the day but I let the rest of it wither away... I am on the edge of hubris

who'd have thought that nothing can fill the void

emo music save this mental breakdown make me feel like im in middle school again

what will fill the void? what is the void?

completely fucking wasted my day off because i cant shake bad habits

one day ill be so normal and able to handle things in a sane way and not bring everyone else down with me

if only this wasnt mundane but could be instead... or at least... a beautiful tragedy

projecting my stupid feelings on others when i am in fact just a horrible person and no one else is like this

lady who made my drink asked me how to pronounce my name and said it was very pretty I will cry

I feel ugly NotLikeThis

gentle reminder to me that i can be kind without being nice and that selfishness and thinking before i speak can be helpful in the long run