oh earthly attachments to desires causing suffering

like the amount of resources and time put in to get nothing in return cannot be worth it

spread too thin and i don't do anything...

I have become unrecognizable, or maybe she just didn't care

I can't wait for this shit to get better bro

holy fuck i am so miserable and its all my fault let me out bro pleaseee

everyone talks about progressing and all i want to do is pause...

the overwhelming urge to tell everyone I'm getting into mahjong

who am i (in the sense that i both do not know and also that i am unrecognizable to even myself)

breaking my vegetarian streak for a bit of caesar dressing yummm

If I have totally fucked and screwed myself once again I will become the neet faildaughter the universe wants me to be

im so ill

when your problem is met with accusations instead of gentle trust and you know why anger is your first reaction

never have i felt so gluttonous

why is everything so heavy?

meditating but to emo songs and deadmau5, getting interesting anxious productive thoughts then letting them go

once again being ignorant and terrified underscores my most mediocre wishes of being a decent person

waste another day...

cry because things arent working not because youre stressed but because you must update the whole house thus stressing everyone out

when u wish u can help anyone but they refuse and then u realize u cant even help urself