wasting my time wasting my life :( i will make a list of things i can do that will alleviate this......

I am reverting to old ways. Does that make change an illusion or me weak-willed? Does that matter if I let time pass me by?

I love feeling insufferable and incapable but I'd feel worse if I didn't get clarity?

how does one be nice and kind but not weird and annoying about it? like "i wanna do my fair share but like if ur cool im cool whatever"?

Ya Im cute but I havent inspired "ever since we met, I only shoot up with ur perfume. Its the only thing that makes me feel as good as u do"

you ever wonder if things directed at you will never feel the way you imagine they do when directed at others?

described myself as "destined for bed" I think it may be true no matter how you take it

oh god ive done it ive said the "i dont care and ill go work at mcdonalds" this is the end im doomed im crying

staring longingly into the eyes of my self portraits wishing i could be static and beautiful like that

watching squirrels scavenge for food in the fallen leaves is curing me I think

What do u mean I have to do real research for a research paper let me ride off the stuff I already know I dont want to learn I want to coast

an inability to tell if the tears in your eyes are because you're floating through life like a ghost or so grateful that things are peaceful

when your needs are "met" yet you long for supererogatory reciprocity in ways shaped by talent and time so you can't expect it ever

how to not feel meaningless and that wasting time isnt a waste if u have fun sometimes but u could be having more fun w less stress grrr

if someone called me morningstar or little light as a pet name...

whats it means when youre not worried about dying but about the pain/fear that could happen before it? in my heideggerian authenticity era?

you can do the altruism and I can do the fashion! *high five*

Got not only lipstick stains on my Starbies cup, but also nose contour lines... incredible.

Bowing and saying, "It's my pleasure" after someone says, "I'm sorry you didn't get to do anything"

changed the lights in my keyboard and mouse to be blue with a light yellow star effect overtop :)