im so ill

when your problem is met with accusations instead of gentle trust and you know why anger is your first reaction

never have i felt so gluttonous

why is everything so heavy?

meditating but to emo songs and deadmau5, getting interesting anxious productive thoughts then letting them go

once again being ignorant and terrified underscores my most mediocre wishes of being a decent person

waste another day...

cry because things arent working not because youre stressed but because you must update the whole house thus stressing everyone out

when u wish u can help anyone but they refuse and then u realize u cant even help urself

feeling like a cat.. want attention so bad but when i get i want 2 smack them and walk away

is the word im looking for loathe or abhor and why cant i make it stop

Imagine being creative, driven, optimistic or good-natured in any capacity

When I ruin my day, it's cry in bed and wish something was different... so long as it's not the foreseeable future ruined outside my control

god bro i just wish i could do more but thats all ill ever do... wish.

me??? reaching out to secure a connection, trying to keep it alive? who am i??

Devastating being unable to know or care about anything

thinking how far I've come and I feel so proud. although I'm unsure if I'm hungry for more

Pushing my limits (in a good way, to have a good time. I hope to remember and continue this <3)

Often being the only person to wear heels in my department feels so alienating everyone knows it's me from miles away broooo

I don't just have classmates... I have a friend