God, please let me work on my fucking portfolio site so I can get a paycheck again. I want to focus on more important things (ex: community)

If I’m nothing but tired…

Some days I wake up and all I think and feel is “I don’t have much in me anymore.” Then the sun rises and sets without me moving. Shame.

I slept too much today cause I felt sick after going out without a jacket the day before.

I miss having an income and designing full time.

Got a bunch of cool records today. Then listened to some while flea treating the house.

My poor cat baby is in flea jail (quarantined in my office) till further notice.

Oh No! I'm re-entering my hikikomori era.

This is the 3rd Halloween I didn’t do anything and 2nd time I didn’t make a costume. Its really tragic.

lol I didn't lock the fuck in. But hey, a few job apps were sent. So I'll take what I can get.

Didn't go out earlier but Imma get some late night snacks and try to lock the fuck in.

Debating if I want to try and work out of a coffee shop or go out and get a tasty little treat and work from home

Im sleeping too much.

Did I apply to any jobs? No, but I did start playing around with the CSS of my status page, so I guess that's something.

Another day of being unproductive, but hey, there is still nighttime. What is a sleep schedule anyway?

Need to take my meds. Need to start applying to more jobs. Need to do so much more. Urgh

Its been like 4 days and I still can't stop thinking about the ending of Bad Seed (1956). Fucking caught me off guard. So Silly.

I really want to get back into coding, maybe I should start here. I just miss creating in general.

The Taking of Pelham One Two Three (1974) might be an almost perfect movie

Heres hoping my appt later today leads to change and progress