It’s almost 5 am and deep in the pits of my stomach, it is telling me something is wrong. Not sure why I feel this.

Signing a job offer after long term unemployment makes you say shit like “Im so excited to pay rent again.” My guy, housing is human right!

My cat is finally done with her 3 am hour long zoomies session. She was really going for it tonight.

Lying during interviews saying "I love engaging with people." It actually triggers this deep irritation in me. People just tend to like me.

Friendship ended with Google Chrome. New Friendship with Vivaldi! In the process of downloading it on all my devices.

I know Id be motivated to do things if I just ate something but NO I choose to lay here and STARVE!

Was reminded of this gem recently: https://www.tumblr.com/eraserable/773343249498816512/jellyfish-everywhere-every-body-knows-shits

Sometimes when feeling good, I look back at my deep depression notes to self and I think “damn thats poetic. I really be spitting!”

I started working on my new homepage/blog/thing if anyone wants to take an early peek: https://sorrel-sour.club/

Am I sad about the tiktok not being available, nope. I am upset about the real reason behind the ban.(fuck big tech lobbying & fuck the gov)

ate a pulled pork mac n cheese ball even tho I never eat pork (also hate the taste). Now my stomach feels weird. (mess around and find out)

im spending waaaay too much time setting up my new homepage instead of just writing post. at least i'm having fun so yay to that

The higher dose of antidepressants sure did kicked in. Feel a bit crazy but its whatever.

I want to be a fulltime designer again, but I think I need to move on and get my Masters in something that I can combine with my love of art

My uterus wants to take me out back and shoot me.

Been reading a lot IFs lately. Makes me wanna draw my MCs from my favorites.

Lol back to spending money I don't fucking have.

Back in NY since my mom had hip surgery. Shes doing pretty good. Just extra sleepy.

Procrastinated too hard and had my therapy appointment cancelled cause I didn't fill out my scales.

Been rotting in bed for a week sleeping and playing sdv instead of doing ANYTHING ELSE.