Cried yesterday cause its hard explaining to my non adhd partner that there almost nothing I don't think about before doing and it kills me.

S/O got a sampler for us to share and Ive been making a silly lil beat everyday. Entering my “bad soundcloud beat maker” era.

ramping up on lamictal and my mood took a nosedive.

i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to cre-

I once thought I'd be free from this. I grow older and older and I can confirm I'll always feel some form of stuck.

Saw The Shrouds (2025) on monday. I don't think I ever left a theater so lost in my life! Not good at all but I cant stop thinking about it!

missed class 2 weeks in a row but at least I got play music with my s/o!

Skipped my screen printing class again this week cause my body crapped out during my days off. At least I finally did my hair and made food.

Fighting for MY LIFE to stay awake at work. Coffee with a shot of espresso, cold brew, and then an ameri-cola and IM STILL SLEEPY

Struggling to get myself to sleep

Starting to go out more & feeling my interests coming back! Too bad I have too many interests & not enough time, focus, or motivation.

Went into work once per my weekend for the past two and it has totally thrown me off on som level i cant understand.

I usually dont care if guests @ work view me as woman even tho Im nonbinary but being called ma’am & etc all day is kinda irkin’ me lately.

It sucks that Im so fucking bad at video games. currently playing "Sorry We're Closed" and I can't stop dying! Still fun tho!

Battled the flu then got back to work only for to my period start! Now its finally my weekend and I can R.I.P.

Typing this on my death bed as I stare into the light. (im just sick)

First week of work down! Its now nap time!

Work is kicking my body’s ass. I am not used to standing for 8 hours straight. 2 days down 5 more to go!

Finally shaved my head after 4 months. I now have a bunch of grey hairs! Sick! Anyway back to being a lemon head.

Start working full time since my lay off in Apr 2023. It’ll also be my first FT job not as a Graphic Designer since 2015. Feelings r mixed.