my brain snapped me back to reality cos my gf, shitty as she can be, (tbh im shittier) she at least understands me more than anyone else

i literally only just learned that knowing a hallucination "isn't real" even in the moment does not make it NOT a real hallucination....

i REALLY gotta talk to my therapist abt my growing concern that i am genuinely schizophrenic

npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs npcs

cis people are inferior scum

you cannot be an "ally" and be cisgender. if you are cisgender, you are a broken, stupid, thoughtless zombie

i can't associate with cis people anymore. i can't risk it. all cis people are a threat to my survival. theres no such thing as a cis "ally"

got told the most hateful transphobic thing that's ever been said directly to me: "sir, ma'am, whatever you feel like being called today"

we have GOT to start euthanizing cishets

haven't been able to do laundry in over a week cos the PAYMENT SYSTEM on all the machines have been down! i have like 2 outfits total 🤪

only bad days

new apt mgmt just tried to charge late fees for everyone who paid last minute not knowing poor ppl are used to scumlords & keep receipts

everyone analyzes me and creates new problems for me and acts surprised when i react!!!! everyone should [REDACTED] while i [REDACTED]!!!!!!

everyone is trying to diagnose me w "personality-" or "adjustment-" disorders but no i am having a REASONABLE response to my circumstances!!

neither of them are real and none of you are real!! this is just a fucking simulation to drive me insane!!! to see how far you can go!!!!

once again deceived! tricked! bamboozled by a shapeshifting demon that pretends to be sensitive to gain my sympathy!!!

everything is bad forever and always

lmao my BOSS gave me a more thoughtful gift 4 my bday than my dad xD neither compare 2 my mom's sweet short text acknowledging my transness

AUGHHHHHH

if god didn't want me to smoke cigarettes then she would have made the buses on time