a lil self-sabotage , as a treat

everything in my life is stable except for me

"sometimes you gotta swap before you stop"

im not a villain im THE villain

a gun named "setting a boundary"

just got clocked as a bird in a cage

"i'm sorry for your birdcage"

the tough convos, cancelled plans, intentional trinkets, unfettered spit

moving away from hiding how i feel, moving towards staying where i'm at

thinking about the ways we are forced to tangle with the state even (and especially) when it comes to our interpersonal relationships

i think i have to ***** ** **** ** ********** :+(

feeling like im a place that people crash-land

migraine ruining plans AGAIN

watching the matrix on shrooms cured me of ego

there are just SO many gaps in my memory ugh

so bored at work i just bank faced all my ones and then wrote this status about it

A NAP (Assigned Nap At Present)

she said "i feel like im lying to u" (abt something she does w him) then she said "i feel like im lying 2 him" (abt something she does w me)

today someone told me i'm the most androgynous person they know

"either transition, eat a meal, or die"