mmmm..... fruit popsicle..........

had a nonvegan meal today to avoid starving myself and my tummy is sending me the consequences 😬 thanks for the reminder @ body lol. ouch

feeling depressed, aggressive, antisocial. ngl

my AC is alive again :3 yay

i'm feeling depressed as fuck. i talked about my anxiety with [redacted] and it just made me feel worse. like i can't prioritize myself.

i wish i could spend a whole week by myself with no social interactions whatsover. locked in a house by myself. no social obligations....

today was such a [stomach] fulfilling day 🥺 i had a lot of yummy food

today was alright!

when do i stop caring too much for others and start caring for myself first?

i want to cease this restlessness in my heart

found some childhood documents, reports, certificates... it made me think of my potential, and how i might be wasting my time

i don't want to lose another relationship because of my boundaries. i will soon have no one

happy new year. got a hangover. i need to stop treating myself so shitty.

feeling sleepy/exhausted and still awfully sick. i want to get better soon

last few days were alright, but i fell pretty sick. i feel both hopeful and hopeless for next year though :/

went to the movies! super tired and sleepy

i hate everything i do

i just wish i could make people happy

just got this feeling i should isolate cause my presence is unwanted no matter where i am. rightfully unwanted because my behavior is shit!

genuinely spiraling down like shit lately