literally every social interaction i've had in the past few weeks made me feel like an awful heartless friend. my pleasantness is negative

finally scheduled some doctors i've been postponing!!!!! yay!

saw one of my favorite authors irl today! going to see her again at a bookstore event right now.

one of my biggest inspirations just passed away.. i'm feeling weird. i thought we would collab soon. he was young. so much on my head rn.

feeling a bit more chill after the interview. i have another one tomorrow with the HR team. honestly it would be a good opportunity

terrified of the job interview i have tomorrow. i haven't had one in a while. insecure about my skills + scared i might hate the job. HELP

mmmm..... fruit popsicle..........

had a nonvegan meal today to avoid starving myself and my tummy is sending me the consequences 😬 thanks for the reminder @ body lol. ouch

feeling depressed, aggressive, antisocial. ngl

my AC is alive again :3 yay

i'm feeling depressed as fuck. i talked about my anxiety with [redacted] and it just made me feel worse. like i can't prioritize myself.

i wish i could spend a whole week by myself with no social interactions whatsover. locked in a house by myself. no social obligations....

today was such a [stomach] fulfilling day 🥺 i had a lot of yummy food

today was alright!

when do i stop caring too much for others and start caring for myself first?

i want to cease this restlessness in my heart

found some childhood documents, reports, certificates... it made me think of my potential, and how i might be wasting my time

i don't want to lose another relationship because of my boundaries. i will soon have no one

happy new year. got a hangover. i need to stop treating myself so shitty.

feeling sleepy/exhausted and still awfully sick. i want to get better soon