made some changes on my website. going to work now!

i did not get the job! thankfully. i was worried about it taking up my time and not paying me enough. i'm less stressed now.

i wish i could cry but my body won't let me. stupid and expensive testosterone

i don't know the best word for what i'm feeling. just bad. awful. useless. like i am not getting anywhere i want to be. like i'm hopeless.

watching fleabag

working on my site. slow progress. feeling frustrated, sad, angry, hopeless. i don't believe in my skills. i feel useless.

i did not have much time to work on my site. this is so fucking frustrating. going to bed now. i hate feeling like i don't have enough time.

i'm so tired... spent the entire afternoon doing house chores. i'm finally going to work on some coding... hopefully it will cheer me up

good morning! lots of stuff to do today. i'm gonna make a list and get started ^_^

thankfully i was able to fix a huge bug at work today! excited to work on my nekoweb this weekend \o/

still anxious about that job interview, but trying to distract myself for now! working on my veganism webpage and some bugfixes at work

i'm thinking of writing down every setback in my vegan diet. i feel guilty whenever it happens, but pinpointing could help avoiding another1

i don't give a shit about the master's program anymore. but i did have an interview for a new job and i'm anxious

i had a panic attack because my room is a huge mess, then i found some pretty good metal shelves online! i'm gonna buy it tomorrow. excited!

i didn't pass 😬😬😬 not sure how i feel about that. lol

i'm so anxious about the masters program selection result that i can't think about anything else lol

i'm an awful person 😬 i keep acting like a fucking jerk around people and making them sad

thankfully had time to work on my nekoweb and work didn't get in my way yet. kinda sleepy rn tho

working on my nekoweb

rewatched hunger games! gonna take a shower now