i hate everything i do

i just wish i could make people happy

just got this feeling i should isolate cause my presence is unwanted no matter where i am. rightfully unwanted because my behavior is shit!

genuinely spiraling down like shit lately

working on my game for the game jam. only 3 days left. i feel awful. i hate my work. i'm an awful artist and game designer. i suck.

i haven't worked on my game at all yet!!! super anxious!!! i feel like it's gonna suck ass!!! but i'm doing it anyway! pray for me

just woke up! hoping today will be a good day! i have to work on a game for the jam i joined. and maybe my nekoweb

i am like.. unbelievably depressed. i have work to do but the only thing i have done today was eat and rot in bed. i'm gonna try showering

i feel hungry so often. but i can't eat more. i've tried, but i can't set a proper mealprep routine. i either starve or spend loads of cash.

feeling a little depressed

sunny day! my last day at work! (as a teacher). super excited to have more free time >_<

headed to work! tomorrow is my last day teaching. looks like it will be rainy. hoping i can finish the code i was working on this week

finally getting sleepy at 4am. but i feel like i won't be able to sleep. it's too hot and my AC won't turn on

coding & tripping at 2am so hard that i looked up status.code instead of status.cafe.... someone get me to bed

only getting my AC fixed tomorrow.. gonna sweat all night

i found two gift ideas for my partner :9 i bought both of them online lol. hoping it will arrive safely

gotta leave my house earlier than usual today. but i only have class at 5pm so guess i'll go hang around the shopping mall in the meanwhile

AC broke 😃

it's too hot. i'm losing it

weird feeling of loving my job. also excited that my therapist asked me to write some stuff