I have such a bad craving for coffee this morning its kicking my ass

Aughhhh I want to kiss Michael so badly, im having the biggest level of BRAINROT over him tonight

I am so beside myself over the passing of Tim Curry right after Dolly Parton

Due to my art manager, i am FINALLY active on social media again! Artwork of mine is finally being shared for the first time in 4 years now!

Past me was infuriating because having the hint "weskussy" for a password was NOT helpful to me. Thank you past me, dumbass

Bruh my wrist keeps cracking when I rotate it and I can definitely tell I have been drawing a lot more again LOL

Ive been drawing horses non stop for like a month now for coms & i thought id be bored of it but im not overall

Fuck it im rewatching Hellsing for the first time in years. I have the time today to do so

Watching someone be a huge cry baby cause they arent getting any attention in a fan server they are trying to be "THE" fan for is funny AF

Its been wild but I listened to my best friend to start taking commissions to draw horses & they have become my most popular com type LOL

In other news though I have finally become open about my self-ship online which has been healthy, probably the only healthy thing I did

Maybe I will finally get off my ass and re-familiarize myself with HTML/CSS so I can work towards my site being completed. We will see

I don't really know what to do with myself sometimes, Im still upset I wasted so much time but I cant keep hiding so here I am again

I really got close to ruining my closest friendship again because of it all honestly. Which has begun to hit really hard now w/ meds working

As of last week I finally got ahold of meds again, its not my main stimulant but its something to help until I can get tested again at least

I pretty much stopped posting everywhere, became secretive, ruled by RSD, started lying again, all of my NPD became unbearable to be around

I went off my ADHD meds somewhere like 6 (or more) months ago & ive been slowly getting worse in my control & mental well being since then

So its been a while since I used this site & tbh its been my own fault that its gotten so bad with my online existence

Ngl being back on ADHD meds is reminding me why I cant ever be off them lmaooo

bro wants me to order the mac and caseoh cici's pizza and i think imma do it tomorrow before the winter storms hit us full force