I went off my ADHD meds somewhere like 6 (or more) months ago & ive been slowly getting worse in my control & mental well being since then

So its been a while since I used this site & tbh its been my own fault that its gotten so bad with my online existence

Ngl being back on ADHD meds is reminding me why I cant ever be off them lmaooo

bro wants me to order the mac and caseoh cici's pizza and i think imma do it tomorrow before the winter storms hit us full force

but hey! We getting there now so I cant fuss that badly still. I just gotta do things now, no more slacking off

I could have had this vgen like months ago, or at least raw tried for it. But ive been avoiding any socials & stuff for so long

My manager set up my entire Vgen today & im like over the moon to be able to have it. A beta tester gave me the code & i feel so lucky

im trying to get through making a vision board i should have made at the beginning of the year & it sux to see how little i think i can do

I cant stand the fact I have this and keep not using it to track how im feeling ngl. I currently feel worthless and it sucks a lot

like ive never done that on my own, ive always been with someone else or being mothered. That was so nerve wracking then so freeing

For the first time ever I went out completely on my own to town, took an uber & everything and just. had fun? on my own. Im legit shook

I have also done so much reading over repartenting since yesterday that I think my first step is going to make a list of promises for myself

I have had such weird and painful headaches for the last week and I cant tell if its stress or not :/

ngl ive gotten back in the habit of having a cup of hot tea in the morning vs coffee and I forgot how much I prefer tea lol

I cant believe that I have found genuine comfort in a fictional slasher of all characters.

I think I will improve a lot in loving myself when I start letting myself be upset when I deserve to be upset

if i get asked to watch these dogs again because my housemate wants to leave all day I am going to lose my damn mind

Getting off my lazy ahhh and making myself put away all my clothes I had washed but never put away. I hateeee folding laundry so much sdfhg

NGL its so annoying trying to figure out how to answer people when im asked what I want for xmas/birthday cause like. IDK what i want lmao

ngl I really hope I get snow this winter, like as much as I know the freeze will mess everyone up? I loveeee the snow so much