why do i force it to be markedly harder?

why am i the most productive when i'm sick?

this flu don't fuck around

finally able to chill after an eventful week

why do i feel so shit on antibioticss

happy monday

the neurodivergent urge to constantly apologize for your behavior <3

finished out the week accomplishing nothing

feeling motivated for once

researching 1930s shanghai fashion

actually celebrating a well-earned indulgent day

unmotivated

today is an unfocused day :(

so grateful for my boyfriend

anxiety brain

i know i just had a vacation but...

new travel essay @ https://xandra.cc

so glad to be back in SF

the new webb telescope images are incredible! <3

making mental notes of memories i want to be sure to remember