steal $500 worth of beef jerky from walmart

i love antonio

i want someone to hug me

i want a fan in the window, the smell of a freshly-mowed lawn, the sound of family, friends. i should go to family gatherings from now on.

i wish i could go outside

I want burger

Headache Moment

Stomach Moment

also i finally washed pillowtonio. all clean for the hospital visit

well, it happened again. had a TERRIBLE day and then the next day i'm completely fine

Big Fucking Cowafuckingbummer

the thing is if i turn up the gecs loud enough i forget all my problems

that man would not have muscles

i feel extremely alone lately, i want to talk to someone who understands this firsthand

why does time continue to pass?

my stomach hurts so bad (likely due to the aforementioned soup but i don't regret it

just ate SO much spicy vegetable soup. my second favorite soup...

i'm annoyed and i want corn chips.

for personal reasons relating to emotional permanence, i am a frog slowly boiling in water

holy god i'm scared